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    Before they are ready, before they are honest, before either of them has figured out how to want the other without flinching, Shane and Ilya are outed by a photograph neither of them knew existed.

    Ilya has spent his whole life being wanted for the wrong reasons and discarded for the right ones. Shane has spent his whole life believing that if he is careful enough, good enough, controlled enough, he can keep disaster from reaching the people he loves.

    Shane tries to make it safe.

    Ilya tries to make himself impossible to abandon.

    Somewhere between the lawyers, the headlines, the separate bedrooms, and the vows neither of them knows how to mean out loud, their fake marriage becomes the least fake thing in either of their lives.

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    Hwang Minhyun’s return to Nu'est was supposed to be a masterpiece, but it is cut short by a career-destroying scandal that leaves the Nation's Emperor disgraced and broken.

    Seongwu, known online to be Minhyun's biggest anti, and a closeted man himself, realizes that the price of getting what he wanted - Minhyun out of the group - is painfully costly to him and to the man he claims to hate. It only gets worse as his new term in college starts and he finds out that Hwang Minhyun, the disgraced idol himself, is his new roommate.

    Living in the shadow of a tragedy he unwittingly helped amplify, Seongwu is forced to watch as the public's homophobia takes its toll on Minhyun. Slowly, it takes its toll on him, too, as his feelings for Minhyun change from hatred to a desperate urge to protect.

    It was easy to hate a stranger; it's impossible to ignore the silence of the boy sleeping in the other room.

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    For years, Ilya and Shane have kept what they are to each other carefully hidden. The stolen moments in hotel rooms and late-night phone calls. Rivals don’t love each other, everyone knows that.

    Then Shane hits the ice and Ilya has to decide how much he's willing to say out loud.

    He chooses to say everything. He just doesn't expect Shane to have been able to understand.

    In the aftermath, the secret is out to their teammates, to Shane's parents, to anyone paying attention. They are the MLH’s most recognised rivals, on opposite sides of one of the league's biggest divides and suddenly there’s nowhere left to hide. The question now isn't whether they love each other. It's whether they're brave enough to see what that looks like in the light, and whether the world around them is ready to let them find out.

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    In a state of extreme horniness, Shane agrees to make a spicy video for Ilya, and it unfortunately doesn’t stay between just them. One guess as to whose fault it is that it leaks (you're only half right).

    (Set somewhere in 2015)

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    On the day of his father's funeral, Ilya wakes up to his brother's fists and his life turning upside down. While he deals with the consequences of being outed because of a video filmed years ago, Shane and his cottage are a refuge in the storm his life has become.

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    Shane Hollander’s hockey career ended before it even began. Ilya’s skyrocketed. When a twist of fate brings them together years later (one as the league’s brightest star and the other as the physio tasked with putting him back on the ice) they discover that some connections never fade.

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    Sid decided to create a group chat for the band. however the idea was probably not the best.

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    It was a shitshow, to say the least. Despite, what he’d told Bobby all those months ago, he did not have a handle on the problem. He had the opposite. He had zero handles, and he was too embarrassed to bring it up. It was definitely an issue, but it wasn’t too serious. And it didn’t affect anybody besides himself.

    But it was definitely affecting him in a bad way. Hard day at work? Go have sex to feel better. Bobby yell at him for screwing up again? Find an old guy to tell him he’s good for something. See a happy family on a call and remember he hasn’t spoken to Maddie in seven years? Blackout so he doesn’t have to be reminded of that gaping wound.

    It was really bad. Yeah. But like, privately bad. Secretly bad. Except for his roommates, who were starting to get pissed about him stumbling around drunk with his guests. So, he started to look for a new apartment in earnest.

    And just when he was starting to think things were getting actually concerning, and pretty soon he wouldn’t even remember what the point of anything was, who walked into the fire station, looking perfect and attractive and ready to change Buck’s life?

    Eddie fucking Diaz.

     

    or: Buck's sex addiction taken seriously.

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    “It’s fine,” Hollander says, very quietly. His voice brushes the back of Ilya’s right ear, and Ilya fights the urge to turn around.

    “They were touching you,” Ilya says without looking back, aiming for the same neutral, quiet tone.

    “They were trying for you,” Hollander says. “It’s my job to intervene.”

    Ilya can’t stop thinking about the hand. Ilya can’t stop the hot thing in his chest from spreading, uglily, through his torso.

    **

    Bodyguard AU. Yearning in slow-motion.

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    The London poetry scene is small but big on yearning, with grand names punctuated by grander hearts. The issue is that they're all deeply gay, traumatised and in love.

    OR

    in which George-and-Alex and Kimi-and-Ollie are the only functional relationships, Max self-sabotages, Lewis sabotages Nico and Sebastian Vettel is REALLY trying to make them get their shit together.

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    Pride Night was supposed to be the easy part.

    Then Dallas Kent showed up, Troy Barrett threw the first punch, Ilya Rozanov stopped the fight, and Ottawa won a game nobody felt much like celebrating.

    By morning, Dallas was in custody, Ilya was in hospital, and the internet had decided everyone knew exactly what had happened.

    A week later, injured, furious, and barely holding himself together, Ilya tries to get back to hockey.

    Instead, he gets a camera.

    One soft question.

    One honest answer.

    “My boyfriend.”

    It is the truth.

    It is also the one thing he and Shane were supposed to choose together.

    Based on a Reddit fic prompt by u/backtothefuture2028.

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    That information, in and of itself, was enough to rock at least the hockey world. There had never been a publicly out player before, and Shane Hollander, straight-laced, always controlled, golden boy, would not be anyone's first guess as the resident queer player.

    But it got so much worse. It was clear Shane had ended things with Derek, if only because of the level of vitriol in the article. It talked about them meeting. About secret dates. About Shane refusing to come out of the closet, causing Derek "extreme emotional damage."

    And then it talked about the sex. Not just that Shane liked to be the bottom, but what exactly he liked. Derek accused Shane of being "almost frigid" until they had introduced kink into their relationship. The kink was a BDSM relationship where Shane was very much the sub. Derek maintained he hadn't really been into it (there were more accusations here of the damage this had done, implying that Shane had somehow forced the man into being a Dom).

    Or: When Shane is horribly (like really horribly) outed, Ilya, who is playing in Russia, gets traded to his team, the Boston Raiders.

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    It is then that Edward lifts his hand and extends it to him, palm outward, in an act of goodwill.

    A foolish thing, from him especially. His hands have hauled men from the sea and sent others into it. They have counted coin, gripped blades, signed lies, and reached for more than was ever rightly his. Rarely have they been made instruments of gentleness, and when they have, the gentleness has seldom endured. He thinks of Caroline’s fingers slipping from his on the morning he left her. He thinks of all the hands he has clasped in fellowship and later bloodied without remorse. He thinks, not happily, that there are few honest things his hands have done.

    Now he holds one out to James, empty.

    After a brutal skirmish at sea, Edward discovers the secret that James has spent a lifetime hiding. It changes nothing.

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    Ria travelled the world, hiding her true Hrothgar self beneath the guise of a Miqo'te.

    On the First, the glamour fails.

    For the first time since leaving Sharlayan, Ria walks the world as herself. She is seen; by the friends who never knew her truth; by a people that calls her kin; and by shades who knew her long before she knew herself. But some masks are harder to shed than others.

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    Shane Hollander walks in on something he absolutely should not have seen.
    Marlow threatens murder.
    Hayden is one stress-induced nosebleed away from a breakdown.
    And Ilya Rozanov is having a deeply personal crisis about his gaydar.

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    Chapters:
    16/?
    Comments:
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    The photos leak on a Wednesday. Ilya sets his life and career on fire on Sunday, mostly out of spite. On Monday, he is the first out queer player in the NHL.

    Nobody handles the ensuing circus well, least of all Scott Hunter.

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    Chapters:
    36/?
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    The Scions ask much of their Warrior of Light, but never anything outside her skill set (which mostly involves stabbing things that needed stabbing). When their quest takes them to the Great Gubal Library in the far reaches of Dravania, they find the one thing Fiona is incapable of doing, and a secret Alphinaud wasn't yet ready to share.

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    Photos leak shown Shane Hollander being kissed by a mystery man. Ilya, Hayden, and J.J.'s paths converge when the three are searching for Shane. Shane is busy thinking about Russian literature and staring out over the ocean.

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    Ilya Rozanov takes a skate blade to the face in a game against Montreal. The skate blade belongs to Shane Hollander.

    Over the next three hours, Shane Hollander has no choice but to blow up his entire life.

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    Comments:
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