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1. Hell to Pay by ruka_019

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   06 Oct 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Rose Landry
   • Shane Hollander & Hayden Pike
   • Ilya Rozanov & Svetlana Vetrova
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Anya | Ilya Rozanov's Dog
   • Rose Landry
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Hayden Pike
   • Jackie Pike
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Ottawa Centaurs WAGs Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Troy Barrett
   • Harris Drover
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Depression
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Anxiety Attacks
   • Mental Health Issues
   • mental health issues as also all the sh!t that happens when you are mentally ill and people treat you poorly
   • Cliffhangers
   • Suicide Attempt Aftermath
   • Irina Rozanova Haunts the Narrative
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Implied/Referenced Homophobia
   • Healthy Relationships
   • Outing
   • Post-Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • mild spoilers for book 3 Tough Guy
   • Tags May Change
   • title may change
   • Protective Shane Hollander
   • Misunderstandings
   • Miscommunication
   • this list is mostly trigger warning
   • the author is not english speaker but is trying
   • in search for a beta reader
   • discussion of eventual pet death (but no pet actually dies in this fic!!!)
   • Anya is well and happy
   • the discussion is tagged and can easly be avoided (I'll divide it from the rest of the test)

   Summary

   (English version)
   Shane grabbed his sleeve. «Is everything fine?»
   Right there Ilya could have told him the truth. Yet it seemed like a waste to him, Shane was happy, he didn't have that rigid expression with which he protected himself when he saw Ilya feeling bad.
   He could have been honest, but lying was easier and besides they weren't at that point on the list yet. « Everything’s fine. Good morning, moy lyubimyy. »
   Shane kissed him back. « Good morning, Ilya. » as if my love and his name were already the same thing.
   -
   Ilya has everything he never thought he would have: his husband, his life as an out man, the best dog he could ever dream of, and a team that now is back in the playoffs regularly. His life is amazing, but for some reason his mind is struggling with the basic function of wanting to survive.
   Shane doesn’t know how he got himself here. Things were difficult, sure, being out hadn’t always been easy for Ilya and him, but he had thought that until they were a team, they would’ve been able to make it. Instead his husband had attempted to take his own life, and Shane is not sure he knows how to cope with it.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Broken Parts & Silly Games

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