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    In 2022, Ilya wakes up in a hospital in Ottawa with no memory of how he got there. He has hazy recollections of 2015, but he can't remember anything about the past seven years. He is shocked to learn he is now married to Shane Hollander, a fact that forces him to reconcile the decisions of his past self with the expectations he inherited from his father.
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    “I have this for you.” Hollander reached into his pocket, pulling out something gold, glinting under the cold hospital lighting. Holding his fist out, Hollander unfurled his hand, and the bottom fell out of Ilya’s heart, cratering through his stomach and spilling onto the floor.

    Shane Hollander stood before him, palm outstretched, cradling Irina Rozanova’s golden crucifix.

    Ilya flinched back, like he had been burned. Hollander’s warmth had moved too close, too fast, morphing into a threat and a violation. Hollander should not have that cross.

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    Shane Hollander is in an unhappy marriage — has been since they tied the knot two years ago (after five years of dating).

    His husband August manages the up and coming punk rock band CENTAUR. After sexual assault allegations are levied against the bands drummer, Dallas Kent, Shane’s husband is forced to beg the original drummer — Ilya Rozanov — to return.

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    "Beautiful stranger, sitting right there
    Looked up at me and my dark curly hair
    Looked back for a second, didn't want to be rude
    I tend to fall in love on the tube"
    -Laufey

    Or, Shane and Ilya are daily commuters on the Millennium Line in Vancouver, BC. After they notice each other across the aisle, they become secretly obsessed with each other. A lost wallet might be the only thing that gets them to talk.

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    “Hollander.”

    Shane froze. Uh oh. He slowly turned to look down the hallway. The tall frame of a 6’2” Russian man stood in the doorway of his penthouse suite, face cloaked in shadows.

    It was at this moment that Shane knew he was fucked. Maybe if he didn’t move, Rozanov wouldn’t see him?

    Rozanov took another step, mouth open to say something else that would probably inspire equal parts fear and arousal in Shane, but he wasn’t sticking around to hear it.

    He bolted for the fire exit.

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    a ‘shane sends the we didnt even kiss’ fic except ilya chases shane down

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    “You want to fix things, Hollander?” Ilya murmurs, riding the first wave of confidence he’s managed to find in weeks. “Maybe you show him what I was missing while you were busy being scared. Why going without it made me into something so terrible.”

    When Ilya’s grip slackens, Shane turns inside of it just enough to align their faces. Temple to temple, hot breath between their mouths. Close enough to count the stars again.

    “Ilya…” he whispers, clinging. "I—I need you."

    “You always have,” Ilya allows himself a small, genuine smile. “Will you prove it, Shane?”

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