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    “Do you ever think,” Chan begins, voice barely audible, “that some people are just meant to love more than they’re loved back?”

    Hyunjin pauses, then nods softly, eyes thoughtful. “Yeah… I guess sometimes that’s true.” He shrugs, a small, rueful smile playing at his lips. “But that doesn’t mean that some people don’t care, yeah?”

    Chan swallows hard, smiles like he swallowed glass. “Yeah.”

    His answer must’ve given him away, because Hyunjin’s really looking at him now, gaze lingering longer than it should. Another beat passes. And Chan can tell Hyunjin knows something’s off. Maybe not the whole picture, but still something.

    “Aye, hyung,” he says quietly. “It sucks you feel like that. But… you’re not invisible, y’know? Besides, most people aren’t that clueless.”

    Except maybe you. Chan thinks affectionately.

    Some truths were never meant to be corrected, only accepted.

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    05 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 59

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    With tour approaching, everyone is spending the night at Chan and Jeongin's apartment for some much needed downtime. Unfortunately for Minho, stomach bugs have a way of interrupting things.

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    06 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 52

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    Minho's cats are in the Minsung dorm.

    When Dori leads Minho to Jisung's room, he didn't think he would find Jisung in the state he was in on his day off.

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    05 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 58

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    It wasn't always as bad as today. Sometimes, Chan could carry conversations well, joke around and make everyone laugh, tease Seungkwan and the others, and be himself. The person he was supposed to be. Lee Chan. Seventeen's maknae. Dino.

    But those moments were becoming rarer and rarer. Chan could feel as he lost more of himself every day. And as each day went by, his anxiety rose. One day, they'd catch him. Find out that he wasn't himself anymore, he wasn't their Dino anymore. And then… who knew? Chan didn't, and he didn't want to either.

    Seventeen wasn't a mere group he was a part of; it was a part of him. A huge one. And he had lost enough of himself. If he lost them too, he wasn't sure if there would be anything left.

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    some sadness, some panic, followed up by some wholesome seventeen moments.

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    25 Dec 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 87

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    30 Nov 2024