Dhaunril
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“I don’t get it.” He sighs, staring at the ceiling where the galaxy projector Felix got him for Christmas lights stars in the cracked paint. “Why can’t I find someone who actually likes me?”
Hyunjin follows his gaze and sighs, and leans his weight over Jeongin’s legs until his head rests on his thighs. Then he reaches an arm out, traces the patterns around the twirling stars with a slender finger. “Love won’t just fall into your lap, Jeongin.”
“It’s not like I haven’t made an effort, though. Dating apps, blind dates, organic meetings in the produce aisle. Maybe it’s me. Maybe I’m just hard to-” He swallows. “-Like.” He meant to say love, but the word weighed too heavily, like saying it out loud would reveal a fear that would turn into prophecy if he uttered it.
Hyunjin doesn’t say anything for a moment, just continues to move his index finger like a paintbrush until he closes his hand into a fist and drops it.
“Or maybe you’re looking in all the wrong places.” He suggests.
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Jeongin searches far and wide for love yet fails to see what’s right in front of him.
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Wet dreams go crazy (come over, come chase me) by Dhaunril
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band), ATEEZ (Band)
02 Sep 2025
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“I came home early.”
“I can see that.” Seonghwa cups his face and takes in every birthmark, eyelash and dimple as if he’s not quite certain he’s real and not just a figment of his imagination as a result of sniffing wayyy too many chemicals in that cologne. “Why?”
“Because I missed you.” Chan deadpans, voice muffled as Seonghwa squishes his cheeks between his palms.
“Did you?” Seonghwa whispers, a bit taken aback by the prospect of Chan missing him to the point of skipping out of work. In the middle of a tour nonetheless.
Chan’s eyes soften and he sighs, grabbing Seonghwa’s wrists to make him release his face. “Unbearably so. I was getting on Jisung and Changbin’s nerves pouting about it.”
For all the flowers, and love letters, and lavish trips, this might be the most romantic gesture Chan has ever done for him.
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Hyunjin has spent his whole life longing for more; for freedom, for adventure, for Seungmin.
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“You’re coming with us, right, Innie?” He asks then, and though he wants to say No, I’m too tired, the hopeful glint in Chan’s voice already made the decision for him. “Please?”
He can’t deny Chan anything, never has, never will.
Even though he’s not thrilled to stand by the bar and watch strangers ogle Chan all night, he knows he will, simply because his friend wants him there.
“Alright.” He says like it pains him.
Chan leans over and slaps his shoulder encouragingly.
Three times. That’s a bro move, everyone knows that. Once is aggressive, two is awkward, three is yeahhhh buddy let’s party.
Because that’s all they are. Buddies. Friends. No matter how much Jeongin’s pathetic heart wishes it wasn’t so.
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Or: Jeongin wants Chan.
Unfortunately, so does every other guy in the club.
Maybe that's the push he needs to finally gather up enough courage to do something about it.
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“Your empathy is amusing to agonise, and your love for us makes you manageable for the most part,” Seungmin explains. It hurts to hear, but Chan knows that he needs to be reminded of their cruelty lest he wants to delude himself into thinking he can wait it out long enough for them to start feeling the same as him. “But it would be more convenient for me and Minho both if you stopped being so everlastingly miserable. We cannot give you what you want, and you know this. If you could let go of your humanity and let yourself just be the monster that we turned you into, then life together would be so much easier.”
“Death,” Chan corrects him, “death together would be so much easier.”
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Snippets of an existence Chan never asked for.