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    Eddie is having trouble sleeping and turns to Richie for consolation.

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    It’s half a plea, half a warning. He really truly doesn’t like arguing with Steven if they can both help it. He loves him dearly, and fighting only creates a tension that feels painful to exist within, like tearing himself in half. Since their big showdown in Cairo, they’d had more of an ease at working together. Existing in tandem, it’d felt like second nature. Like a breath of extra air in his lungs now that he could live their lives in parallel to one another rather than it being a big tangled mess where two lives were unwillingly entertaining with one another. A knot that’d been yanked too tight.

    But that didn’t mean it came with its difficulties. They were two people with different hobbies and experiences and preferences.

    Steven would get airy whenever Marc would come home with a McDonalds bag, all meat no green. Marc found it hard to live in such a cluttered space like their loft in London since he was more of a minimalist himself, he didn’t care for all the little knick-knacks that filled their home.

    Small sacrifices were fine, but when it was an everyday occurrence, it had a tendency to chip away at your reserve.

    And right now, Steven was straight up hacking away with an ax.

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    “I’ve been meaning to tell you something for a while and—I just wanna get it over with already! It’s weighing me down!”

    ‘Getting it over with’ wasn’t exactly what Till wanted to hear if Mizi was confessing to him, but he’d take it. Feeling like he’d throw up if he tried to talk, Till was more than glad to let her lead the conversation.

    “S-Sure, go ahead,” he squeaked. Very cool.

    “Till, I’m a lesbian.”

    Till blinked at her stupidly. Slowly, he felt his stomach detach itself from his torso and sink to the bottom of his feet.

    What.

    Till finally gathers enough courage to confess to his lifelong crush Mizi—only for her to come out to him instead. The rejection sends him on a spiral of newfound self reflection, leading him to realize he might, maybe, be a little gay himself. Maybe.

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    Till opened his mouth. “I hate you.”

    “... I know.” Ivan’s voice was too small, almost got swallowed up by the wind.

    “No, you don’t. You never understand.” And neither am I, to be honest. “I hate you because you annoyed me so much, you picked fights with me and threw insults without hesitation. You didn’t even consider us as ‘friends’. I hate that you always followed me anywhere like nothing happened after all that. Especially after the failed escape. I hate that you came back instead of running away by yourself that night. I hate, hate you so much when you … when you sacrifice yourself for me even though you didn’t have to.”

    Till’s sight got blurry, his eyes felt hot and wet. “But I hate myself even more because I was the reason you chose that kind of shitty life. And I hate myself for only realizing it later after you were no longer there to be the object of my hatred.”

    Suddenly, a pair of hands gripped his shoulders. Ivan stared at him desperately. “No, don’t hate yourself. Don’t blame yourself. Blame it all on me, hate only me. I don’t want to become the reason for your sorrow.”

    “It’s too late for that isn’t it? Jerk.” Till sniffled.

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    Eddie woke up.

    He was in a hospital, a fact that wasn't surprising in and of itself. What was surprising was the relief he felt at being awake at all. Or that he couldn't remember why he was there in the first place. The reason why was somewhere, buried deep in his mind. He just had to find a way to remember It.
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    Russian translation can be found here: https://ficbook.net/readfic/8811301

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