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  1. Public Bookmark 64

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    Ilya's hand stilled on Shane's chest. He felt suddenly cold all over.

    "It was stupid," Shane continued bitterly. "I should've been paying more attention. I shouldn't have even been there."

    "Shane --" Ilya's throat felt tight, but he forced the words out. "Did he ... hurt you?"

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    Ilya celebrates a win against the Metros with his team, but his mind is already at Shane's apartment for his prize. He can't ignore his fans though, even though he can sense something is off.

    He wishes he had gone straight to Shane's apartment instead.

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  3. Public Bookmark 35

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    Ilya does something that triggers Shane during sex. While talking about it, Ilya learns something traumatic of Shane's past and has to comfort him.

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    “You scream in your sleep.”

    “That was one night.”

    “It was three.”

    “You’re counting?”

    “Yes. Because I’m awake for all of them.”

    “I don’t want you to see me like this.”

    “I see you.”

    “It’s just a plate.”

    “I can’t—”

    “Can’t what?”

    “I didn’t stop it.”

    “I was fourteen.”

    Or, Shane starts having episodes—flashbacks he doesn’t fully remember—that bleed into sleep, into games, into the space between him and Ilya. He loses time. He loses weight. He loses control of the carefully engineered life he built to feel safe. Ilya isn’t the only one confused—because Shane won’t let himself remember. And when the ice finally cracks, it’s not just their marriage on the line.

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    He didn’t know why his husband had just used his safe word. Ilya didn’t know what he did wrong. But his priority right now was Shane. Shane who at the moment still hadn’t moved but was struggling to take a breath and was shaking his head side to side without stopping. Had he hurt him? Ilya would never forgive himself.

    OR: Ilya accidentally triggers Shane to remember an encounter he never told Ilya about that wasn't consensual. And Ilya comforts Shane as he has to tell him about the one guy he never told Ilya about.

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