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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    You thought you hated them, some loops, and other loops you were near certain you loved them. There were moments when the ceaseless repetition felt like nothing more than a current, lifting you up, all light and immaterial, and bearing you steadily away into a starry sea, until they caught you in their stare, until they pressed their finger into the back of your hand so you could feel their warmth and know that you were real.

    “You’re here, with me.”

    And now you’ve forgotten what they said to you, on meeting.

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    11 Sep 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    You're just... tired. You're getting no where. Your memories worsen by the day, and you wish, you wish, you wish... that someone, anyone would help you. That you wouldn't have to do this alone.

    And the Universe answered.

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    02 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 62

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    You're still here. After everything you did, everything you went through, you're still here. What a cruel joke.
    You had to spectate Stardust's journey through Dormont, you had to watch as they did better than you ever did, so it's only right that you continue that tradition now. You're on the road, they're healing, and you're... still here. You laugh, a sharp, bitter laugh.
    Ah, stars. They're all looking at you again.
    You feel a tug on your stomach, and try not to gag on the smell of burnt sugar.

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    What if Loop came with the group after Act 6 (including the secret)? What if Loop could still loop back, even if time progressed normally? What if they used this newfound ability for the purpose of avoiding talking about their trauma, leaning on it as a coping mechanism for their pain? What if I get to torture and subsequently heal my blorbo for ten whole chapters of trauma and crying?
    Just as the Universe intended.

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    28 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Two years after their journey to defeat the King has concluded, Odile finds herself back in her oddly quiet home in Ka Bue. She's intent to enjoy her tentative break from travelling, but her home doesn't remain quiet for very long when there's a knock on her door and a very familiar face standing on her porch steps.

    OR: Siffrin and Odile try to relax in Ka Bue together, but both are hiding something, and neither is very keen on saying exactly what.

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    28 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 65

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    Mean, horrible, disgusting Siffrin.

    [Stardust? …Hey Stardust? Siffrin!]

    And that was what pulled out of it was them calling you ‘Siffrin’. Not Stardust, not some other sly pet name, or a random insult, but your name. Their voice echoed in your head, instructing you to breathe.


    Siffrin is struggling, Loop takes notice to that.

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    27 Aug 2025