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    After ten years of seeing each other in secret, Shane and Ilya are out of the closet. Things have been difficult, but not everything is bad. One autumn afternoon, Ilya takes Shane on their first public date as a couple. Set between The Long Game and Unrivaled.

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    “I’m sorry,” Shane whispers against Ilya’s hair. “I’m so, so sorry. I didn’t—”

    Shane cuts himself off with a faint stutter in his breath that Ilya feels in his own chest.

    “Please,” Ilya begs, but he isn’t sure what he is even asking for.

    He wants Shane to leave. He wants Shane to stay. He wants Shane to hold him and never let go.

    Ilya feels Shane’s fingers fist in his curls, holding tight as if Ilya could ever bring himself to pull away.

    Shane doesn’t know that Ilya could never, that he cannot fathom turning his back to take even one step away from him.

    All he can do is push Shane away, make him walk first, and pick up the pieces left behind.

     

    Or an alternative to that fight from the long game, but instead of Shane leaving as Ilya asks, they actually talk it out

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Shane loses a bet with Ilya and now he has to wear his jersey in bed. He might like that a bit more than he wants to let on.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    “Are you just trying to tell me you prefer me with shorter hair? I’m not hot enough the way I am right now?” Ilya teased, his eyes gleaming with mischief that Shane clearly was not in the mood for reciprocating as he reached up with his hands to grip Ilya’s bare shoulders, pushing him in the direction of the aforementioned chair, a lawn chair that overlooked the glimmering lake. 

    “Ilya, sit.” Shane commanded, his tone strict and unwilling to be challenged, like he was telling a dog to behave. And Ilya, who wanted nothing more in life than to be treated like Shane Hollander’s obedient dog, sat himself down without any protest.

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    Shane notices Ilya’s hair is getting too long and cuts it for him.

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    31 May 2026

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    “Did you… Did you get a whole roll of wrapping paper for it?”

    “Yes. And ribbon.”

    “You’re cute.”

    “Shut up.”

    // shane’s birthday is next week. ilya has gifts for him.

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    29 May 2026