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  1. Public Bookmark 86

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    "Shane Hollander is retiring."

    Ilya rolled over to look at his wife, next to him in bed in one of his old Boston t-shirts. She was staring at her phone, scrolling rapidly.

    "What do you mean, Hollander is retiring?" Ilya felt strangely winded. He had hardly seen Hollander outside the rink in more than a decade, but he found himself unable to imagine playing hockey without him.

    He thought back to the last time he'd seen — really seen — Hollander. Hollander had Ilya's cock in his mouth. Ilya could still remember the blend of annoyance and need on Hollander's face, the tears in the corner of his eyes. Ilya had wanted to dominate him, to take him apart, to wreck him and then put him back —

    Svetlana interrupted the memory.

    Or: Ilya and Shane stopped seeing each other before the Sochi Olympics. When Ilya hears Shane is retiring, he decides it's finally time to reconnect.

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    08 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 42

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    “Why are you here? Every night, why?”

    Shane shrugs. “Why are you?”

    “I have to,” Ilya mumbles, indifferent about his words, even more so when Shane replies. “Me too.”

     

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    Ilya is unraveling, stuck in a loop of exhaustion and obligation. Shane keeps appearing on the subway, constant as the ride itself. The truth behind it doesn’t save either of them. It just makes the damage visible.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Troy Barrett comes to Ottawa wanting stability. He tells himself he wants the team, the routine, the structure, the safety of fitting in without needing too much from anyone. This is his clean start, and he needs to do whatever it takes to keep it.

    What he finds instead is Shane Hollander, amazing perfect Shane Hollander, and the uncomfortable realisation that the thing he’s been trying hardest not to want might be the only thing that actually feels like what he needs.

    As lines blur and tempers rise, Troy learns the hard way that wanting to belong can turn into wanting to keep, and that some things aren’t up for negotiation, especially when there’s a Russian captain who’s already decided what’s not on offer.

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    “Hey, Ilya?” Troy asks, already regretting it. “I was actually going to ask you about someone.”

    The moment he says Shane Hollander’s name, the locker room goes quiet, and Troy knows he’s crossed a line he didn’t fully understand.

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    Troy’s POV of the events best called ‘Ilya’s worst nightmare’

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Jimmy says he can't sleep. Curly invites him to come to his room at night, while Jimmy invites himself into Anya's room.

    (Pre-game, the lead up to the crash.)

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    21 Dec 2025

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    Ten years after the disappearance of the last manned freighter ship of the Pony Express, a single working Cryopod is discovered within the remains of the wrecked Tulpar. Inside are two survivors twined like lovers. Two bloody bodies folded in ice, fossilized together. Just the two of them again, just like before.

    Curly needs a lot of help now. Jimmy is eager to prove his worth. A few lies are essential for a harmonious relationship.

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    19 Dec 2025