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   no grave can hold my body down by cocomiwk

   Fandoms: State SMP, Ish's Civilization, Minecraft (Video Game), State SMP | ish's Civilization Series  

   • Teen And Up Audiences
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   09 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Fluixon/Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Fluixon & Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Thomas5200 (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Fluixon (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Snowbird334 (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Cynikka (Video Blogging RPF)
   • no beta we die like Fluixon
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Suicide Notes
   • Promises
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Healing
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • Eventual Happy Ending
   • i think
   • Gore
   • Kind Of
   • more like
   • Mild Gore
   • Thomas ships fluxarata
   • fluxarata
   • i will add more tags
   • guys my writing gets better
   • I promise
   • pinky promises
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Alternate Universe
   • Goon
   • just kidding guys there's no freak
   • maybe kissing idk yet
   • but nothing weird i promise
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Grief
   • Title from a Hozier Song
   • Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • References to Drugs
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Drug Use
   • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Implied/Referenced Overdose
   • Overdose
   • guys im sorry its only for one chapter
   • Miscommunication
   • Domestic Fluff
   • Gay
   • Oblivious
   • Christmas
   • Christmas Fluff
   • No Smut
   • because it’s weird
   • and its against their boundaries
   • and i respect boundaries

   Summary

   "Sorry that was so sappy (haha, get it?), and I know you don’t like acknowledging emotions, but I don’t think I’ve ever told you how much I appreciate you. I appreciate you. I love you. Write me back soon or I’ll hunt you down and unfriend you.

   Just kidding, maybe.
   Love, Saparata (Saps)"

   Flux stared at the letter for what felt like forever, the words swimming around. He never knew that his enemy had felt this way.
   --
   OR what if Fluixon decided to go search for Saparata on Island One? What will be left of his former best friend?

   Series

   • Part 1 of state smp

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   38,852

   Chapters:

   20/?

   Comments:

   477

   Kudos:

   1,311

   Bookmarks:

   138

   Hits:

   21,706

   Bookmarked by Ephizerell

   11 Feb 2026

   Bookmarker's Tags:

   • Fluixon/Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)

   Bookmarker's Notes

   Fluxarata fics I love