FallenIcurus



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    What would have happened in Not All Steps are Forward Even After all this time, if Will had confessed what had been going on with his drug use after he was raped? How would Nico have reacted differently? What would have been different?

    If you want to read this as a standalone, here is the necessary background information: In the summer term after Will's freshman year, he gets pulled back into using drugs to cope. He is celebrating midterms being over by drinking and using drugs with friends when someone spikes his drink. He is raped by one of his fellow college students.

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    16 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    Wills life with his dad and brothers after escaping his abusive mothers and stepfather's house.

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    02 Dec 2025

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    Desperation isn't something new for Nico; he's known all sorts of hunger, loss, and despair. This time, however, he's faced a new kind of desperation. One that can not be satisfied without the touch of the golden-haired boy, and it's all thanks to his age-old enemy.

    Nico and Will inhale the scent of Apollo's hyacinths after Eros tricks them into it, which should not have been a big problem if those flowers weren't the strongest magical Aphrodisiac on the planet. Now, they not only need to face the consequences of breathing in the pollen of Apollo's hyacinths, but also a desire that lurked below.

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    12 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    Will's chronic pain and Nico's fear of loss make the dream of adopting a child feel impossible. But building a family with seven-year-old Leo forces them to learn that a true home isn't one without cracks but one built strong enough to withstand them.

    Or, Will and Nico navigate parenthood.

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    18 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    You're not hungry, You're just bored

    A moment on the lips, a lifetime on the hips

    Sugar is more addictive than meth

    Water fills your stomach

    Have some willpower

    Mama's voice corroded his mind until there was one instinct left.

    Get thin.

    He was lucky to be alive. Lucky not to have gone blind. But it was still humiliating, not being able to do anything for himself.
    Nico helps, though.
    God, does he wish he could do more than that.

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    30 Aug 2025