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Stupid Canadian Love Day by arminaa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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It seemed to Ilya like they invented a silly little holiday for every week of the year. Holiday for disguising children and sending them to bully neighbors for sweets. Holiday for pranks. Holiday to buy cheap shit at stores the day after after another holiday of eating dry bird. Holidays that seem mostly about getting black-out drunk.
There are too fucking many.
Ilya assumes Shane doesn't care about Valentine's Day. Rookie mistake.
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20 Apr 2026
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Public Displays of Affection by Theoz_wolf
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Apr 2026
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"Do you think there's something wrong with me?" Shane broke the silence, lifting his gaze slightly. Ilya frowned and shook his head no immediately. "Ilya... there has to be. These meltdowns or whatever they are aren't normal. I know that."
"Not being 'normal' doesn't mean you have a problem, Shane," Ilya countered softly, resting his chin against his husband's temple, settling him even closer against his body.
"I'm sorry..." Shane's voice came out small. His unfocused gaze wandered around the room while his fingers mechanically scratched under Anya's chin. She was now blinking slowly, surrendering to sleep.
"For what?"
"It's just..." Shane let out a shaky sigh. "You're the one with depression. I'm the one who should be taking care of you, not the other way around. Having these meltdowns..."
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20 Apr 2026
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“Oh,” Hollander says. “I— I mean, it’s okay. You can touch me, if you want to. I don’t mind.”
“I know,” Ilya says. “But I would not want to stop.”
Hollander tenses slightly.
“I don’t want you to stop.”
Shane shows up to Ilya's hotel room, but he doesn't want to have sex. What he wants crosses lines that Ilya has tried awfully hard to stay away from.
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20 Apr 2026
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The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed when Scott Hunter was in the room next-door. And they kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Hell, even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.
So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?
Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.
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Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.
And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.
Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.
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18 Apr 2026
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Sort of like a set of cherry red and white loaded dice by Sandel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Apr 2026
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"What the fuck is with you tonight?" Shane asks, forcing up the anger he needs to get through this interaction like pressing your nails into your palms.
Rozanov shrugs a shoulder. "I told you – is my big night."
"Shut up," Shane snaps. "We – we didn't even kiss."
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18 Apr 2026