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    27 Oct 2025

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    https://archiveofourown.org/series/393055
    Let's do it again, this time with more chocolate and friendlier featherdusters by Blue_Daisies_In_The_Shadows

     

    My beloved <3 so glad I found you again
    Now to hope reddit comes in clutch and someone downloaded the second part of the series because I didn't even know it existed and I know I loved this so fucking much, dunno how dumbass younger me didn't bookmark this fic/series

     

    Wayback Machine link is only proof I have for the second fic existing :cry:
    http://archiveofourown.org/works/5874625/chapters/13538572
    Chocolate drizzled changes
     

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    Howwwwww on earth is this not bookmarked? When it stuck with me so strongly I literally used it as part of the description of 'Dean is the Child of'?
    I've been searching for it for dayssss, tried filtering and googling and ended up going to reddit and no luck. Then I randomly come across it when going to reread a fic from another author I like and randomly decided to check their other profile that isn't even linked to the profile they wrote the fic in but just used it to reply on the fic, and then decided to look through the bookmarks of that profile and by pure chance they had this fic bookmarked and I immediately knew this is it
    (Huh. I wasn't even trying to make a joke, I was just stuck on how much of a lucky coincidence this was especially as I happened to come across it mere days after I began looking for it again? But the author that helped me find it literally has random in their username lmfao)

    Anyways. Bookmarking the heck out of it!
    Like this fic legit stuck with me so strongly and while I managed to find the few others that stuck with me as they played with similar concepts (yet not at the same time, but the whole Dean and or Dean and Sam raised by an Angel), even the few that for some reason I didn't bookmark as well (dumbass me from years ago that didn't b o o k m a r k shit), I couldn't find this one and it devasted me

     

    Ty Reddit! And damn 18 chapters, awesome! Wayback Machine only indicated 12
     

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    A/U to Dean’s stay in Hell. Dean/Lucifer. No matter what Alastair does, Dean doesn’t crack. His eyes burn with defiance and his soul stays bright, almost unnaturally so. He’s been named the Righteous Man by lower demons and even Alastair seems to be annoyed he can’t get this one puny human soul to break. Lucifer...well, he’s intrigued.

    Or that one fic where Dean makes a deal to save Sam and goes to hell to meet the devil, only to learn that the devil isn't the incarnation of all evil like everyone thinks he is, they get out of hell together, become allies (maybe a little more) and fight the apocalypse together with the help of a jaded hunter, the devil's ex vessel and a lost ex soldier of heaven who's still conflicted on what's right and wrong. Good thing Dean's there to try and keep everything together...

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    25 Dec 2022

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    https://archiveofourown.org/works/27663560
    defiance by randomfills (spnfanatic)

    Ch 19
     

    I recall really liking this

     

    Meh just for another filtering, ' Vessel-Dean ' in which Dean (can be others as well but Dean has to) houses an angel for more than a tiny amount of time and it has some sort of influence on the story, and isn't just a short mention.
    It can be both good or bad, as I recall seeing different variations
    This also allows me to group together different kind of angels rather than just Michael/Lucifer etc

     

    Since my brain cannot stop being a bitch;
    ‘ Dee's Helltime ‘
    Didn't want to go for Dee's Hell on the off chance I want something focused on Hell in the future.
    Regardless, this is supposed to focus on fics where Dean's time in Hell is different, starts differently, ends differently, etc.
    Got several different concepts in mind (Dean getting dragged to Hell earlier, Dean getting sent to Hell without making a Deal, Dean escaping Hell, Dean coming back from Hell as a Demon, Dean gets saved from Hell through a different way, etc)
    I do want to be able to see some of the Hell time to know it's different from canon if I'm not tagging it for Dean getting into/out of Hell for uncanon reasons.
    And no I don't mean fics that focus on Dean's time in Hell/getting tortured/etc
    Hmm for example I can now remember some funny/weird fics. One with parts of Dean's and Sam's Souls in Hell, and sure I'll count that because that part is from Dean's stay in Hell.
    Another with demons complaining to their parents for the trouble they cause, mainly Sam teaching souls and stuff legal stuff. It might have been the same fic tbh
    Just. Fuck it also uncanonlike things with Dean in Hell too.
    Just shove in here what feels right.

     

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    “The same reason you always tell Alastair to fuck off,” Lucifer told him bluntly, crossing one leg over the other as he got comfortable.

    Winchester looked at him for a second before he barked a laugh, obviously surprised by what the devil just said. “Sorry. I don’t normally hear you curse,” Winchester said once he calmed down. “It’s a little weird.”

    Lucifer snorted. “If Daddy dearest wants me to take the fall for the sins of all of mankind, then what’s a little cursing going to do? I’m already stuck in this hellhole.” He lifted his shoulders in a shrug, clearly not bothered. “If I want to shout to the heavens, who the fuck would stop me?” Certainly it wouldn’t be his so-called family, who abandoned him so easily in favor of a few new toys.

    Winchester stared at him in shock, taken aback by his sudden ferocity. Lucifer smiled. So there was more than just snark in that body. Then Winchester smiled back. “Yeah, guess you have a point. Who the fuck would stop you? The guys who put you down here in the first place?”

    Caught off-guard by Winchester’s joke, it took a moment before the words registered. And then. And then Lucifer laughed. Full belly laughed. Because damn was that funny. He tried to imagine Michael in all his righteous fury coming down to hell, dressed in full plated armor and spear in hand just to scold Lucifer for a few curses. That would be the day. It took him a couple minutes to calm down. When he did, taking a few deep breaths in the process, Winchester was looking at him with wide eyes, looking like he’d just seen Lucifer sprout three heads or something.
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    He liked to think that this tiny act of rebellion could be heard up in heaven. Perhaps Michael was glaring down at him right now, childishly mad that his younger brother was screaming profanities to the heavens and there was not a thing he could do about it.

    Not to mention, his true vessel was rebelling in his own way, refusing to give into big brother’s plans to free the devil by spilling innocent (or not so innocent) blood in hell.

    Honestly it was impressive how long the Righteous Man had lasted so far.

    Michael should be proud.

     

    Michael was not proud nor impressed the way Lucifer was with Dean Winchester’s defiant act.

    No more than a month had passed and Lucifer was already getting another visit, this time though, by Gabriel.
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    A bar called The Devil’s Temptation suddenly pops up in LA and people are intrigued to see what’s inside. The owner of the establishment is a rather charismatic and eccentric man named Lucas Star. Ronald, who’s been living in LA for some time, is very interested to see what’s going on. (missing scene from ch. 13 of defiance)

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    12 Sep 2024

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    https://archiveofourown.org/works/46684366
    the devil's temptation by randomfills (spnfanatic)

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    Dean has a nightmare about hell. Lucifer is there. Unfortunately the devil doesn’t know how to comfort humans with ptsd.

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    12 Sep 2024

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    https://archiveofourown.org/works/51182992
    to hell and back by randomfills (spnfanatic)

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    Given an opportunity to change his family's destiny, Dean Winchester finds himself back in 1983 as his four year old self, yet with his adult memories still intact. But can he alter the events of that tragic night? And if so, will young Dean, his family, and Castiel be ready to survive all the evil that destiny has in store for them? pre-series AU

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    https://archiveofourown.org/works/1413922
    If I Knew Then What I Know Now by whatUseeintheshadows

    Ch 242

     

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    Rereading in 2025. Surprised I didn't make comments. I think I remember this fic. The duffel of weapons for Dean. I think this might also be the fic with Alistair.. slightly hunting young Dean? The birthday party, pushed out a window?
    Sent to Hell early? Or somehow the Hell memories crack him? Might be after sent to Hell again. Need help to anchor himself back in reality. Mary/John/Sam go in his subconscious to help? Memories-Dean helping them (I can't remember who, I know Sam for sure but don't remember if the parents too) because he doesn't want his family to see the bad memories

    Anyways we'll see if these are indeed those stuff I remember, if they're from this fic

     

    Hmm this start is definitely ringing a bell where Mary struggles accepting Dean, feeling as if she's lost her kid. That'll cause problems

     

    I think Castiel is involved in the confrontation with John? We shall see

     

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    Won't make comments unless I feel like it, but I'm certain this is the fic. I mean it's marked as top favs, it has to be the one. I enjoy reading it and recognizing parts as I read

     

    Mhmm right, bby Dean dies and brought back by Cas

    Cas handling John

    Mary unable to accept Dean as her Dean, wants her kid back

     

    Right the Hell dreams, Cas joining him in his subconscious to push them away

     

    Mhmmm remembering. That's how Alistair first gets involved, or tries to at least. Before John fully accepts the truth and rants about the changes to Dean while drunk at a bar. Alistair offers his service as child therapist or smth. If I remember correctly it doesn't end up happening but Dean does find out at one point and freaks the fuck out
    God I always fucking write Alastair's name wrong, end up googling it, find out I'm writing it wrong, then forget all about it and the process begins again at one point 💀

     

    Huh didn't remember that they went to Dean's subconscious so early

     

    One the rare fics where Liked Ellen also includes Bill as he ain't ded

     

    Missouri

     

    Mhm Dean's mind is fractured. If I remember correctly it'll get worse at one point, probably after Hell when he's a teen I think? But one of the first examples when he's 5~, with the demon and head wound making him think he's back in Hell, he's awake but not at the same time
    Huh, maybe this is actually the start of reality breaking apart for him. I thought it was when he got older, but hallucinations started, Hell leaking to irl for him. He knows it's not real, but he still sees and hears these things. Hides it from Cas and his parents
    Ye happens now, within less than a year of coming back to the past. And on the next hunt he actually told them, good