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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    Koito blinked at the sharpness. Then, instead of recoiling, he leaned closer, elbows on his knees, eyes bright and intent. “Tell me something anyway.”

    Tsukishima stared at the boy sitting opposite him. With ink on the side of his hand and a Russian primer open upside down, the picture of a young line not to be crossed, he should have said No. Instead, he relented, racking his brain for a suitable enough story to tell.

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    Kagoshima, 1901
    Tsukishima Hajime is wounded and sent south to teach Koito Otonoshin russian, and further coax him into Tsurumi’s circle. He finds that he has bitten off far, far more than he can chew.

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    29 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    “What, you feel bad?” Ogata squinted his eyes.  “That’s not like you, Tsukishima.”

    Tsukishima shook his head firmly. “I don’t feel bad. Lieutenant Tsurumi ordered it, so it needs to be done. I just don’t know how I’m going to be able to actually…” he trailed off, his eyes unfocusing.

    Ogata shrugged and ran a hand through his own hair. “Can’t be that hard. I’ve done much worse and I don’t feel any guilt for it—don’t try to tell me you’re any different."

     

    Ogata and Tsukishima are ordered by Lieutenant Tsurumi to mind-break Koito in a very specific way. Tsukishima accidentally catches feelings.

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    28 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    A vein throbs in Tsukishima’s neck as he pours tea into his own cup. He can’t help himself. “Why not train him in poetry instead, sir?”

    “To what end?” Tsurumi asks.

    Tsukishima shrugs and sets down the kettle with a light clatter. “You could always use another soldier-poet. They make the ugliest things sound beautiful.”

    Finally, Tsurumi looks back at him. His eyes are empty and round, opened just a millimeter wider than usual. Instantly, Tsukishima knows he’s said the wrong thing.

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    After taking Koito's virginity, Tsurumi calls in Tsukishima to interpret their pillow talk. Tsukishima hears a confession he wasn't meant to hear, and now he can't stop thinking about how Tsurumi leaves it unanswered.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    "Close now. Remember the rules?" Ghost talks loud to be heard, but his voice rumbles low and deeper through him than the engines and their repetitive noise, an edge there that Soap can’t put his finger on, reminiscent of how he sounds when Price tightens their leash.

    "There are no rules," he echoes their earlier conversation, but relents as Ghost narrows his eyes. "Forty-eight hours. I'm late, I fail. I'm caught, I fail. I die to some random animal attack or 'cause I break my ankle, I fail and ye won't come find me. That about it?"

    Soap has some things to work out. Ghost is happy to help.
    Neither is prepared for just how far they'll go.

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    Soap's mind buzzes with what it would feel like to knot his superior. If he’d be able to, if he’d let him.

    And when the absurd logic of that fantasy supersedes even his rut-sick brain, his mind switches gears, and Soap keens a little through his teeth thinking about Ghost knotting him. About being wanted by his lieutenant, about being useful beyond his role in the SAS. About following orders and falling into that comfortable headspace.

    Soap’s pretty sure alphas aren’t supposed to think like that. Soap’s pretty sure he’s right fucked in the head.

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