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    From a Tumblr prompt

    "Pre-Movie KPDH fanfic where Rumi wakes up really depressed one morning and decides to end it all by way of walking out in nothing but her underwear so that Zoey and Mira see her patterns and take care of her.

    She was not prepared for them to disregard the italics. "

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    05 Feb 2026

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    The aftermath is quiet. When their feet touch back down to the Namsan Tower stage and the bright sunlight cast as they formed new honmoon fades away, night reclaiming Seoul, Rumi doesn't hear the thousands upon thousands of fans surrounding them. She doesn't hear much of anything. She doesn't feel much of anything. It's like her world has narrowed to her hands, and Zoey and Mira's hands clasped in them. But even that feels barely there. She's barely there.

    They won. Now they have all the time in the world to pick up the pieces. And for Rumi to learn how to live a life that isn't just waiting to die.

    UPDATE: it'll take a bit but we are in fact headed towards Polytrix before this fic ends cuz I NEED IT.

    Title based on the beautiful song "Waiting to Die" by Harrison Boe

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    02 Jan 2026

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    On chapter 8

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    Set after the Idol Awards, Rumi is trying—failing—to keep it together. The Honmoon is stronger than ever, Mira and Zoey have finally found happiness in each other, and her girls have accepted her completely. So why does she feel so broken? Why does she feel so utterly alone?

    She tells herself she’s happy for them, but every laugh, every touch, makes the ache sharper. Rumi wants what they have, but she’s convinced she’ll never fit, never belong the way they do. So she looks for love in the wrong places—and finds it.

    But when it isn’t what she dreamed, when it leaves her bleeding instead of whole, will Mira and Zoey be able to show her that she deserves more? Or will Rumi spiral so far down there’s nothing left to save?

    Mind the tags ❤️

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    01 Jan 2026

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    "They would die for you. It is only fair that you do this for them, don't you think?"

    Celine was right, she's always right. They would never love her if they knew _what_ she was. This. This is something she can do for them. Make sure they get stronger and stronger until they no longer need her.

    Celine wasn't hurting her, she was helping them.

    "So, will you keep fighting me or will you help me help them?"

    Celine's voice was soft, careful, soaked in tenderness. She just wanted what was best for them.

    How can Rumi say no?

    OR
    Growing up, Celine used Rumi as a test subject to try out new weapons against demons.
    The girls find out.

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    25 Dec 2025

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    Rumi fills her lungs with flowers until there's no space left for hope.

    (Or, Mira and Zoey tell Rumi that the two of them are dating. Rumi has some feelings about it.)

    No Powers/Modern + Hanahaki AU

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    25 Dec 2025