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Castiel see's his arranged marriage as the end of the line, and Dean is desperate to stop Sam from getting hitched to the wrong woman, when Cas' wedding gets interrupted by a confused, but well intentioned Winchester, he see's this as an opportunity to break out from under his families thumb and start fresh, even if that means running away with the guy who kidnapped him from the altar...
Title is from a Billy Idol song because I have no self control, enjoy!
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- Part 1 of White Wedding
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26 Nov 2025
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Castiel Novak is 27 when he suddenly loses his twin brother Jimmy, and his whole world turns to ashes. How do you deal with losing half of yourself when your whole life always revolved around the two of you, like yin and yang and black and white? How do you deal with a broken soul and old demons looming over you with no one to hold you back anymore?
After 10 years as a Navy Special Warfare Operator and more than a dozen deployments in both Afghanistan and Iraq, a battlefield injury forces 28-year-old Chief Petty Officer Dean Winchester to choose between being stuck behind a desk for the rest of his career or going back to civil life. When he learns about his friend Jimmy’s death, Dean makes his way back to Kansas with his heart in his throat and broken pieces at his feet.
Things are already complicated and painful enough as it is, but when former lovers Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak meet again after 10 years of radio silence and a galaxy of wounds and scars solidly standing between them, it feels like both a curse and a blessing has been placed on them both. Is there any hope in putting back their broken pieces together after a decade, and how do you deal with grief and broken dreams?
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- Part 1 of Patient Love verse
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13 Nov 2025
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Castiel was once something more than human. Now, fallen and forgotten, he wanders the streets of a city that doesn’t see him, until Dean Winchester offers him a meal and a little kindness. What starts as a quiet act of compassion turns into daily encounters, and eventually, an invitation that changes everything.
As Dean teaches Castiel how to live in a world built for mortals, a bond forms between them; gentle, unspoken, and undeniable. Over time, shared meals become shared laughter, and quiet nights become something close to love.
But the world is never as kind as the moments they steal together, and the cost of that love may be higher than either of them is prepared to pay.
(Or the one where Castiel falls to Earth and falls in love with Dean Winchester and has to get his grace back to save Dean Winchester.)
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21 Oct 2025
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After a brutal breakup, Dean figures the smartest move is crashing at Sam’s place until he gets his shit together. Temporary. Simple. No big deal.
What he doesn’t count on is Castiel—Sam’s annoyingly perfect, always-pressed, space-invading roommate with a voice like gravel and a stare sharp enough to cut glass. From the second they meet, Dean’s itching for a fight… or maybe something rougher.
It starts with a shove in the kitchen. A snapped insult. A kiss that feels more like a dare. Dean tells himself it’s just hate sex—just a way to burn through the leftover anger from his ex. No feelings. No strings. Just filthy, no-holds-barred relief with the one man who knows exactly how to push his buttons.
But the nights get longer. The silences afterward get heavier. And somewhere between the bickering and the breathless moans, Dean starts to realize—he’s in way deeper than he meant to be.
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31 Jul 2025