18 Bookmarks by Gumpy_bub
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It’s a horrid mindset, really. Mello hadn’t been all that attentive towards Matt’s needs ever since they had been dragged knee-deep into this case, yes- but given their busy circumstances, there wasn’t much you could expect Mello to do, right?
So why had Matt been so upset? Couldn’t he have understood?
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a collaborative fic between cvnwho & @lulu0zyx ♡
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13 Jun 2026
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"It’s a road movie, a double-feature, two boys striking out across America, while desire, like a monster, crawls up out of the lake with all of us watching, with all of us wondering if these two boys will find a way to figure it out."
Canonverse, focusing on events from October 15, 2009 - January 26, 2010 (Ch. 66-99). Mature.
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- Part 1 of Crush.
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- English
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- 42/42
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03 Jun 2026
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Matt can’t sleep- Mello thinks he may have a solution.
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02 Jun 2026
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Matt had been ignoring him to ‘finish this level’, which apparently took six hours to complete, and he still wasn’t done.
And if there was one thing Mello hated more then Near, it was being ignored. Especially for a rectangle with low graphics. He’s worth way more then that.
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30 May 2026
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He lit a cigarette, inhaled sharply, and stormed into the smoky, pulsing chaos of the nightclub. Music pounded relentlessly in his ears, drowning out the memory of Mello’s cold, dismissive voice.
“Never agreed to be exclusive, huh?” Matt muttered bitterly, exhaling smoke through gritted teeth.
Mello’s casual dismissal replayed cruelly in his mind—every word felt like a knife twisting sharply in his chest. Used. He’d been used. No better than one of Near’s toys. That's all he was to Mello—another pawn. Disposable when convenient.
He tossed back a shot of whiskey, savoring the burn that matched his simmering fury. Eyes glittering with spite, Matt scanned the crowded floor, locking gazes with the first stranger who returned his stare—a dark-haired guy with neck tattoos. Matt stalked forward, determined and reckless.
Oh yeah, he thought, swaying his hips in invitation. Two could be sluts, alright.
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05 May 2026
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“What are yo-” Mello’s words were cut short as he noticed the other sitting on the couch playing his game one-handed, all the while holding, from what Mello could see, a Tootsie Pop in the other. He watched Matt’s perfect tongue circle the hard-shelled treat.
It was then that Matt looked up from his game and spotted Mello staring, “Yes. “ He said, curious about what the other’s intentions might be. Or if he, in fact, had any at all.
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04 May 2026
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In which Matt and Mello live, Matt rediscovers an old hobby, and Mello is really, really into it.
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Matt tears around a corner, hearing another car’s tires squeal but feeling his own glide smoothly over asphalt as he straightens his angle and keeps speeding ahead. The neon lights from buildings and billboards are a blur, as fuzzy as his thoughts while instinct and long-buried muscle memory take over for him. He’s a natural at this—it’s one of the few things he prides himself on more than anything—and he feels like he’s letting go of years of stress and trauma as he flies.Bookmarked by Gumpy_bub
01 May 2026
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Matt doesn’t get any game with women.
Thankfully, his best friend looks enough like a girl, so whatever.
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30 Apr 2026
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But ..
Matt wonders what it’d be if Mello were to be a little different.
Gentler, maybe. Nicer, definitely— clingier.
Like a wife, kind of.
Goddamn.
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30 Apr 2026
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He was drunk on power, head swimming in the haze of pleasure. He smiled down cruelly at Matt, eyes half-lidded. It was nice seeing him know his place, because no one defies Mello, boyfriend or not.
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23 Apr 2026
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It’s date night. Mello wants to look pretty.
Matt always calls him his ‘princess’, but he doesn’t treat him like one.
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22 Apr 2026
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Somewhere along the way, they must have come to an agreement with each other, because the next thing they knew, they had Matt’s laptop open; staring at eachother’s naked bodies through the screen.
Or, Matt gave him these cute little doggy eyes, and Mello was far too weak to resist.
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22 Apr 2026
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This boy’s pretty.
He’s blond, and he dresses cool.
Matt’s not cool.
Matt has a mop of red hair, messily dyed; as though a child did it, and dull green eyes that aren’t a naturistic pretty green, just green like swamp water.
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17 Apr 2026
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Near was right. He didn’t want to break up, after all; just wanted to prove a point to himself.
And besides, sometimes Matt can be just as bratty as Mello—if not, worse. So maybe he deserves the occasional mistreatment. They’re both toxic, in their own ways.
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Mello’s Catholic, yes.
But Mello hates God, because God gave him this body.
He also hates God for cursing him with terrible parents.
Luckily, he knows this cute redheaded boy who helps him live out every teenage rebellion he’s ever dreamed of.
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16 Apr 2026
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Because Mello wanted to play Psycho Killer x Hot Detective, and wanted to really dedicate to the bit, meaning he dolled Matt up in a dress shirt and tie.
He, himself, was wearing handcuffs, so they were both dressed for the part.
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16 Apr 2026
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He is stupid. He looked fucking dumb, and he felt fucking dumb. For enjoying it, for taking it, wordlessly—without much argument.
“Stupid bitch. You worded it perfectly.” Matt sneered, thumb idly stroking the inside of his thigh as he held it open.
“Fuck you.” Mello slurred, drunk on ecstacy.
He really, really fucking hates this man.
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16 Apr 2026
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Mello wasn’t a girl. But for Matt, he could be anything.
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07 Apr 2026