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    They kept me quiet, but you gave me a reason to speak again by

    Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

    11 Jan 2026

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    If he stays quiet, no one can ask him questions he’s never going to be able to answer. It’s better for him to be quiet since his mind is never quiet. It’s a never-ending cycle of awful flashbacks and memories he would rather forget about. If he had the option to erase the last almost 9 years of his life, then maybe he wouldn’t feel so destroyed, and that’s how he feels. He doesn’t know how to describe it other than that it completely and totally destroyed him from the inside out. His teammates won’t understand, no one will.

    Or...

    Something awful happened to our sweet and beautiful Evan Buckley, and Eddie is the only one with the key to his deepest, darkest secret. If he can unlock the door, that is.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    renaissance man by

    Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

    11 Jan 2026

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    When Eddie moves to LA, he only has a few goals:

    1. Be a good dad
    2. Be a good firefighter
    3. Let himself live

    ~

    Or: a S2 AU where Eddie sleeps with men.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    ʙɪʟʟᴇᴛ ᴅᴏᴜx by

    Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

    12 Jul 2025

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    ʙɪʟʟᴇᴛ ᴅᴏᴜx

    (N.) ᴀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʟᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ.

    ᴀᴘʜʀᴏᴅɪᴛᴇ ꜰɪᴛᴢʀᴏʏ ꜰᴏᴜɴᴅ ʜᴇʀ ʙᴇʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ. ʜᴇʀ ᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏɴʟʏ. ᴏʀ ꜱᴏ ꜱʜᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ...

    ʙᴜᴅᴅɪᴇ x ꜰᴇᴍ. ᴏᴄ

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    27 Dec 2025

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    12 Days of Smutmas by

    Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

    25 Dec 2025

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    Two idiots.
    One secret.
    Absolutely zero chill.
    Buck and Eddie make one rule: keep things quiet.
    It goes… about as well as anyone familiar with the 118 would expect.

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    19 Dec 2025

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    Big Brother Buck by

    Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV)

    08 Oct 2023

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    30 Nov 2025