17 Bookmarks by Historical_Muse
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A Mykonos trip spirals when Niall’s book exposes Ruben’s abusive childhood, pushing them to the edge. Desire and violence blur until the line disappears.
Canon-divergent: they both survived the barn scene.
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- Part 7 of Grab a hold of me and fight me ❤️
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18 Jun 2026
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Ruben had been the one providing for him all along?
In 1999, Niall finds out that Ruben is out of prison. And not only that, he’s been the one lending him the money all along, unbeknownst to him. Refusing to live in his brother’s shadow, Niall decides he can’t go on like this. He’s going to pay Ruben back. He’s going to be free of his monster’s shackles once and for all. But it's hard to do when Ruben's past self still haunts him.
Or: Niall tries very hard to let go. He can't.
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16 Jun 2026
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Asher Pallister is nineteen and looks just like his older brother.
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16 Jun 2026
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"Just all makes sense now... why he feels part of you."
Niall-centric vid. Additional content warnings for brief drug use, vomit.
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16 Jun 2026
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Lions by alexisclairerose
Fandoms: Half man rpf, Half Man (TV 2026), British Actor RPF, Actor RPF
10 Jun 2026
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The timeline of Gaddbell
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15 Jun 2026
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They met too young to know better.
Rachel always thought leaving would hurt less than staying.
Ruben never learned how to stay in the first place.
Years later, he shows up at her work bleeding and silent like nothing ever ended between them.
But some things don’t survive time.
And some people were never meant to be temporary.Bookmarked by Historical_Muse
12 Jun 2026
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After first day at the university Niall calls Ruben. Of course Ruben comes... on his knees.
older bottom ruben x young top niall
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12 Jun 2026
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But of all the games, I prefer the one about the other Asterion. I pretend that he comes to visit me and that I show him my house.
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12 Jun 2026
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In 1992, Benji helps a fellow student at Oxford in a shared class. What begins is a correspondence Benji never would have expected to culminate in a forced meeting in London decades later.
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11 Jun 2026
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Niall and Ruben’s clandestine affair is spiraling out of control. They fuck in every room. Alby walks in on them in the kitchen—Niall still wearing his wedding kilt.
Canon-divergent: they both survived the barn scene.
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- Part 4 of Grab a hold of me and fight me ❤️
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08 Jun 2026
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"Does he feel it here, too?" Jamie says.
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05 Jun 2026
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With the hood ornament in his hand, Ruben waited for Niall to wake up. He didn't know what to expect from his brother, but he didn't think things would evolve into the direction they did in that hospital room. He was set to kill him for his lies, but then he fucked him instead.
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30 May 2026
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MY BOY by l4u4n4
Fandoms: Half Man (TV 2026), Young niall Kennedy - Fandom, Niall Kennedy/Ruben Pallister - Fandom
28 May 2026
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30 May 2026
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“Dressing gown?” Niall repeats.
He can play dumb. Put enough disbelief in his tone and Ruben should buy it. He has to.
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30 May 2026
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Ruben goes on a walk.
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29 May 2026
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This is just so, so perfect and pure and beautiful.
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“How long had you known Niall?”
To Ruben, it sounds almost like a joke. Since when do you know your father, or sunlight, or suffering? It’s one of those things that don’t seem to have a beginning, like God, like an itch only discovered when scratched.
Or, Niall is on trial for murder.
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28 May 2026
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There was surely enough time to retrieve that faulty sensor...right?
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26 May 2026