Holapepita



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    “Sim Jaeyun, you are to join in hand and heart with one Lee Heeseung on the first day of July, to align families and lands for generations to come,” his father reads from the paper, and Jake’s heart feels like it’s rising in his throat, feels like it’s going to burst out of his mouth and splatter over his mother’s pristine emerald shoes. He swallows so hard that it hurts.

    “Who?” he asks.

     

    Or: Never-been-touched Jake has dreamt of his marriage since before he could walk, but Heeseung is someone beyond even all of his wildest imaginings.

    Updates every Wednesday.

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    01 Jun 2025

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    Jaeyun just feels like he’s on fire, hot liquid burning through his veins.

    “You’re shaking.” Sunghoon notes and Jaeyun is shaking, he knows it. He can feel the rapid shake of his entire body, a jittery feeling clogging his mind and hollowing out his chest even more.

    “Uh huh.” Jaeyun replies dumbly, not knowing what else to say, not being able to say anything else around the lump in his throat. Jaeyun releases Sunghoon’s shirt in favor of splaying his hands on the younger’s back, pushing him even more into Jaeyun. Sunghoon gets the message and tightens his arms around Jaeyun.

    “Breathe, Jakey.”

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    Jaeyun promised himself he wouldn’t hurt his new roommate, Sunghoon, but amidst his attempts, he ends up doing it anyways.

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    28 Feb 2025

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    Speedrunning Jake’s Quarter Life Crisis

    Step 1. Get drunk and throw up on Jay

    Step 1.5. Throw up on Sunghoon next, see how he likes it (stricken from the record)

    Step 2. Become a useless stoner like my Yodas

    Step 2.5. Never ever refer to Sunghoon and Jay as your Yodas ever again

    Step 3. Go to a party that isn’t taking place approximately five feet from your bedroom door

    Step 4. Get laid!!

    Step 5. Realize that none of this actually matters or is any metric of how fulfilled you’ll feel in life (stricken from the record) (Too depressing! No psychoanalyzing! Party time!!)

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    02 Feb 2025

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    “We’ve met, actually,” Jake interrupts Sunghoon smoothly, keeping his eyes fixed on Heeseung as he says it, the sharp corners of his lips quirking up into a bright smile. “It’s been a while, though.”

    We went to high school together, Heeseung imagines in Jake’s lilting, slightly lispy voice. Heeseung was totally obsessed with me. Or, potentially, even worse: We barely knew each other.

    “We went to high school together,” Jake explains, in line with the fictionalized version of him Heeseung had created, and then – he diverges from it entirely, down a third path that Heeseung hadn’t anticipated. It is, somehow, the worst of all the worst-case scenarios he’d come up with. “He wasn’t my biggest fan, though. Right, Heeseung?”

    or: Heeseung, Jake, and all the stories they don't know how to tell.

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    31 Jan 2025

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    “Clean,” Sunghoon says brightly.

    “Clean,” Jake whispers back, nodding his head just once.

    “We’ll talk more about it later, okay?” Sunghoon's eyes are bright and sparkly, and for some odd reason (it’s not odd at all actually—Jake knows exactly why) his stomach twists itself into knots. “I’m glad we got this out of the way.”

    Jake’s grip around the papers tighten, but he nods his head nonetheless. “Yeah. me too.”

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    For Sunghoon and Jake, their first time requires two attempts.

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    10 Dec 2024