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  1. Public Bookmark 73

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    A Gwynriel fanfic taking place shortly after the events of 'A Court of Silver Flames' - where Gwyneth Berdara comes to terms with her new and growing power and potential, and The Shadowsinger of the Night Court comes to terms with feelings and emotions - especially those concerning a certain coppery-haired Priestess.

    Written before the release of 'A House of Flame & Shadows'! I have been steadily writing this fanfic for about two years and finally plucked up the courage to post it because, why not! All characters, magic systems and worlds belong to Sarah J Maas, but it has been fun to weave some of my own ideas between all the characters' lives whilst we wait for the next books to be published. This isn't necessarily what I think will happen in the next books - rather just a little creative task I've enjoyed tapping away at when times were tough. If there are any typos or non-canon events, please forgive me. I'm a fan but I'm also just doing this for a bit of fun!

    Slow burn with eventual smut because it's what we all deserve...

    It looks like a lot of chapters, I know. But they are relatively bite-sized so don't be intimidated...

    Enjoy!

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    11 May 2024

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    Azriel is Gwyn’s new ribbon but what exactly is Gwyn to Az?

    This continues where ACOSF and HOFAS left off.

    We delve into their growing friendship, which slowly simmers into something more... much more *cough*

    Prepare for witty banter, heartwarming fluff, and gut-wrenching angst. And let’s not forget about the smut 😏

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    "Sometimes, Gwyneth, I think you forget who you're talking to." He cocked an eyebrow at her in challenge.

    "Or maybe, just maybe, you need a reminder that not everyone is intimidated by the great and powerful Spymaster of the Night Court," she shot back, her gaze never wavering.

    Usually, he hid the intensity of his amusement with her well. This time though, Azriel couldn't contain the chuckle that escaped him at her boldness.

    Secretly he enjoyed how effortlessly Gwyn managed to challenge him.

    Standing before him with all the irreverence Prythian could provide, scolding him like a schoolboy and he was so here for it.

    Her fearlessness was both baffling and intoxicating at the same time, it somehow reminded him that beneath his title and reputation, he was just a male.

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    30 Apr 2024

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    “Stop it! Just stop it. None of you know what you’re talking about.”

    “Your defense of your sister is admirable, but we’re only speaking truths.”

    “But that’s just it. You don’t know the full truth. None of you do.”

    “What are you talking about?” Feyre asked, and Nesta filled with horror. Elain wouldn't . She couldn't. She swore never to tell-

    “Don’t you dare,” Nesta hissed, and she offered Elain one final glare, filled with an equal amount of pleading. She couldn’t fathom the thought of Feyre knowing her secret, she couldn’t bear the thought of them knowing. Not the full extent of what had happened, what had changed her well before the Cauldron-

    “Father sold Nesta when she was 16.”

    When Nesta's deepest secret is revealed at yet another tense dinner, she was sent into a spiral, desperate to escape before Feyre demanded answers. But it isn't her sister who comes to find her in the aftermath, it's someone else. Someone who might have more in common with her than she ever thought.

    TW: Child abuse, suicidal thoughts/ideation, forced prostitution, sexual assault (underage!!)

    PLEASE READ WITH CARE

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    10 Apr 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    Azriel spends the day with Feyre, only to get caught in the rain on the way home. Good thing the townhouse is empty.

    Or is it…

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    06 Apr 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    An intimate moment between the shadow singer and our precious Elain turns into a quest for love, salvation, and dignity.

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    05 Apr 2024