Ifididthenididnt



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 99

    Tags
    Summary

    Andrew sinks into the couch as Neil’s warmth melts through hm.

    For so long, touch had been nothing but pain. A tally of someone else’s control over his body.

    But here Neil is: his pink cheek resting lazily on Andrew’s knee and his trust tucked snugly into the curve of Andrew’s lap as if there is nowhere safer for it to be.

    Neil touches him – and Andrew realises that not a single trace of hurt exists within it.

    Early life taught Andrew that touch and care bring nothing but pain.

    Neil, however, is insistent on showing him how utterly devoid of violence it can be – to want and be wanted.

    Or

    Andrew and Neil learn how to redefine what touch and care mean to them

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    38,848
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    62
    Kudos:
    301
    Bookmarks:
    99
    Hits:
    4,629

    10 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 3

    Tags
    Summary

    Jean is giant and perfect and physically hurting, and Jeremy is worried. On Coach's instruction, they take a trip to the team nurse's office. Turns out Jean is okay, but thanks to a few choice French phrases, Jeremy is absolutely not.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,221
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    81
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    673

    30 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 9

    Tags
    Summary

    “If it makes you feel more like yourself Jeremy, I will fix your hair. And I will supply my own gloves,” Jean interjects.

    Laila’s eyes grow comically wide. “Jean Moreau, if you tell me you have a supply of disposable gloves for undisclosed purposes hidden in your room, I am going to have serious words with you!”

    Jeremy splutters on his coffee.

    ~~~

    Jeremy crashes out. Jean is there for him. Things build incrementally.

    Five scenes to get together, one to blow Jean's mind.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,589
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    86
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    1,109

    30 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 27

    Tags
    Summary

    “You said yes.”

    “What?” Jean asks, half in a daze.

    Jeremy swallows. “You said yes. To Allison. When she asked if you’re going to marry me.”

    This seems to get Jean’s attention. “Of course I said yes.”

    “That means you want to,” says Jeremy. “You want to marry me.”

    “Jeremy.” Jean is looking at him as if he is stupid. And, well, perhaps Jeremy is a little stupid. “We have been together for eight years.”

    Truthfully, Jeremy has been thinking about his and Jean’s wedding since his fifth year at USC.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,692
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    144
    Bookmarks:
    27
    Hits:
    1,206

    11 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    At this, his eyes meet Atsumu’s, and they’re filled with mirth. “Ya like my baby,” Atsumu accuses him instead.

    Sakusa looks at Hikaru like Atsumu’s talking bullshit, but his eyes are curled at the edges in something that’s close to Suna’s face when Hikaru crawls into his lap. He pokes the adorable mole on Hikaru’s cheek and finds the audacity to say, “He’s tolerable.”

    Or, the one in which Atsumu isn't Spiderman, but he's a single dad, and that's pretty much the same thing.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    47,948
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    519
    Kudos:
    2,957
    Bookmarks:
    937
    Hits:
    45,956

    22 Aug 2025

Navigation