10 Bookmarks by Ilo_13
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i will choose you by whateveridk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Apr 2026
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“I’m sorry,” Shane whispers against Ilya’s hair. “I’m so, so sorry. I didn’t—”
Shane cuts himself off with a faint stutter in his breath that Ilya feels in his own chest.
“Please,” Ilya begs, but he isn’t sure what he is even asking for.
He wants Shane to leave. He wants Shane to stay. He wants Shane to hold him and never let go.
Ilya feels Shane’s fingers fist in his curls, holding tight as if Ilya could ever bring himself to pull away.
Shane doesn’t know that Ilya could never, that he cannot fathom turning his back to take even one step away from him.
All he can do is push Shane away, make him walk first, and pick up the pieces left behind.
Or an alternative to that fight from the long game, but instead of Shane leaving as Ilya asks, they actually talk it out
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- 3/3
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Bookmarked by Ilo_13
19 May 2026
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"Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.
And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.
You don’t deserve his last name."
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content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime
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- English
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18 May 2026
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There's nowhere to go but on by multifandomgeek
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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Shane has a soulmark just like most people, but he doesn’t think about it too often. He’ll probably meet his soulmate in his thirties, then get married or something. It’s usually how it happens. It just doesn’t matter right now. The only thing that matters is hockey.
So when he spots a very familiar symbol in a locker room at eighteen years old, things kind of fall apart. It wasn’t supposed to happen this way.
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- Part 1 of Shane and Ilya, Soulmates
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- English
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- 17,718
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 164
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- 1,771
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- 313
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Bookmarked by Ilo_13
22 Apr 2026
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it has a language of its own by catknives
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Mar 2026
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Ilya learns very young that he has a soulmate.
Ilya's POV of the heart is hard to translate.
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- Part 2 of all this and heaven too
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 3/3
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- 365
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- 4,421
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Bookmarked by Ilo_13
21 Apr 2026
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Harris has been promoting a monthly twitter interaction for fans to talk with players and finally sets up a day for Ilya and Shane to answer. They make Harris very tired and stressed.
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- Part 4 of HR Twitter Shenanigans
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by Ilo_13
20 Apr 2026
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An unexpected snowstorm forces Shane and Ilya to spend the night at Shane’s parents’ house.
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by Ilo_13
13 Apr 2026
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A devastating on-ice collision changes everything for Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, and everyone who loves them.
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- English
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- 1/1
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- 6
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- 1,055
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Bookmarked by Ilo_13
13 Apr 2026
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“This one is almost full,” Ilya said from across the living room. He was holding something up.
They’d both ditched their jackets and rolled up their sleeves, so Shane’s eyes followed the line of Ilya's arm: shoulder, to bent elbow, to bare forearm, to wrist, to hand. Ilya’s fingers were wrapped around the neck of a champagne bottle. Shane wasn’t really certain how many there had been lying around–Yuna and David had been in charge of handling refreshments–but an open, nearly-full bottle indicated that perhaps there had been too much.
“Bring it here and I’ll dump it out.”
“Dump it out?” Ilya frowned, crossing the living room towards the kitchen. “And waste it?”
“What would you rather do?”
Ilya set the bottle on the counter and came up behind Shane, strong arms slinking around his waist, Ilya’s lips just barely brushing against his ear. It wasn’t surprising–they’d both been a little clingy ever since the ceremony.
“I want to share it with you.”
Shane and Ilya's wedding night, after the guests have gone home, and a bit of the day after.
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 11,763
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
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- 198
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- 2,673
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Bookmarked by Ilo_13
10 Apr 2026
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if the fates allow by alspancakes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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“я тебя люблю,” Shane said softly, basking in pride at what he knew was near-perfect pronunciation.
I love you. Saying it felt more natural than breathing.
Ilya groaned and tugged Shane close for a fierce kiss.
“Do not speak Russian to me right now or we will never go to this party,” Ilya threatened against Shane’s lips. “And I promised Dykstra’s daughter I’d destroy her in foosball."
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or, Shane and Ilya's first Centaurs christmas party as a married couple. set after The Long GameBookmarked by Ilo_13
08 Apr 2026
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WHAT DID WE MISS?!?! by mud_stomper
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Mar 2026
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What if Shane and Ilya didn’t get caught at the cottage?? what if they got married in secret?? And what if emergency contacts revealed it all??
Bookmarked by Ilo_13
05 Apr 2026