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today on gaydar! by ygrainesigil
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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ANANIA: Hi I'm Anania! This is Gaydar, and today we're going to find out if you're gay, straight or a homophobe!
Or, Hollanov on the Gaydar show with Anania (LOML)
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19 May 2026
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CACKLING OMFG
@rozscurls : im cryinf they got shane on gaydar and he got diagnosed with homophobia lmaoo
⤷ @ho11anov: NOT HOMOTRON 3000 GETTING CALLED HOMOPHOBIC
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After two weeks at the cottage with Shane, after them confessing their love to each other, Ilya should be happy.
Only, Ilya has to realise that this isn't how life works, isn't how depression works.
Ilya is so happy, and then he is so sad.
When he falls apart, Shane isn't there, but he is on his way the second he realises what's at risk, ready to show up for Ilya when he can't show up for himself. -
the texture of memory by artifice
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jan 2026
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Shane has been missing for a long, long time.
Or: Ilya goes on a road trip. Somewhere along the way, he finds himself again.
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- Part 1 of texture of memory
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Hayden wanted to apologize but wasn’t even sure what to apologize for. “If you’re so embarrassed about your choice of boyfriend, maybe get a better one?”
It wasn’t any worse than anything Hayden had said before. In fact, it was probably fairly tame as far as insults went, but it didn’t matter. Hayden could see the moment something inside of Shane detonated. One minute Shane was standing only a handful of feet away, his suit jacket clutched in his hands, and the next the jacket was dropped to the floor in a heap, and Shane’s hands were fisted in Hayden’s shirt, his back slamming against the wall.
Holy fuck, he thought. Shane is going to fucking hit me.
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or, Hayden makes one too many shitty comments about Rozanov and Shane finally snaps. And while he never actually lands a blow on his best friend, the defeated way he talks about ending their friendship has Hayden rattled. After the Centaurs plane makes an emergency landing, Hayden knows he needs to do everything in his power to make it up to his best friend, with Jackie's help of course.
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He flips through the different sports channels until he finds a west coast hockey game and settles on that. Allows it to distract himself from the deep well of sadness that is making it hard for him to breathe and keeps his lashes damp.
It’s the second intermission, a nonstop roll of ads bombarding the screen. A soft instrumental song plays, the ad fading from black to full colour, a couple eating together, smiling at each other lovingly.
Valentine’s Day is a week away! Book your reservations now!
Ilya turns off the TV, throws the remote noisily onto the coffee table, and stomps up to bed.
Stupid fucking holiday.
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Or, it's Shane and Ilya's first Valentine's Day as an actual couple, but Ilya is not happy about it. And it has nothing to do with missing Shane. Nothing at all.
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Story takes place January/February 2018, if my grasp of the timeline is correct. This is technically compliant for the TV show and I guess for the book too since this takes place during the time jump. Not spoilery for TLG though.
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