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    What if Harry didn’t cope with Sirius' death as he did in the books?
    What if he resorts very unhealthy means to somehow hold his life together?
    Starting in the summer after OOTP.

    This is a story of pain, depression, desperation and angst; but also of healing, recovery, friendship and finding unexpected support and hope.

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    “I need this.” Harry finally said, looking up at the man with watery eyes. “You don’t know what it’s like. It’s all crushing down on me, drowning me. I … I can’t. I …” he squeezed his eyes shut to halt the tears from falling. “I know, ok? I’m not an idiot. I know that this is not good, and not healthy, and that the Boy Who Lived should not to this. But I can’t stop it. I need this!” he pleaded with the man to understand. One person, there had to be one bloody person in this stupid castle who understood. This was the only way he could function - and he had to function because he could not let anybody else die or be harmed in any way.

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    30 May 2023

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    Harry Potter, the boy who lived, the chosen one, goes through so much pain, both emotional and physical. He gets abused, tormented, and has fallen into a deep depression. He's been suffering through this depression for a while, but every year it just gets worse. Harry has to compete in the Twi-Wizard tournament, will it only make everything worse or is it the start of something new to him? Will someone finally notices his pain and help him?

    A story full of love, encouragement, friendship, angst, romance, fluff, healing, (occasionally smut) and much more.

    ⚠((Warning))⚠
    This story contains Depression, Abuse, Anxiety attacks, Mentions of suicide, blood and gore. Oh, and the chapters get longer as you progress through the story.

    A ɾҽɱιɳԃҽɾ ƚԋαƚ I ԃσ ɳσƚ σɯɳ αɳყ σϝ ƚԋҽʂҽ ƈԋαɾαƈƚҽɾʂ αʂ ƚԋҽყ Ⴆҽʅσɳɠ ƚσ J.K. Rσɯʅιɳɠ. Aʂ σϝ σƚԋҽɾ ραɾƚʂ, I ԃσ σɯɳ. :)

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    23 Feb 2023

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    “It has recently come to our attention that we cannot trust everyone in the Order with your well-being.”
    “You mean…a traitor?”
    “Yes. The Headmaster is cleaning up internally, and in the interim you are to stay away, even from people you think you can trust."

    In the wake of Sirius’ death, Harry must go into hiding in the muggle world with Snape. Surrounded by forces that are desperate to either kill or preserve him, Harry weighs the value of his own life.

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    03 Nov 2022

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    ch 8

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    remus x reader one shot.

    “i could never be mad at you y/n. besides, this is not your fault, not at all. recovery is not a straight line. i just wish i could have done something,” he trailed off.

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    28 Nov 2022

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    Mike is being bullied by the associates and Louis, but stubbornly keeps silent about it. Until Harvey walks in on it happening and snaps, making Mike realize he has a support system in him and Donna. Protection. A family.

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    25 Nov 2022