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  3. Public Bookmark 69

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    A mostly fluffy exploration of what would have happened if Dean and Cas got together after Purgatory, but kept it a secret. This series runs all the way through the end of the show and a little beyond. Buckle up for fluff, shenanigans, and a sprinkling of angst!

    This is all of the chapters separated and in chronological order. The story all put together is posted under the same name.

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  4. Public Bookmark 59

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    Set somewhere after 15.19.
    Sam and Dean have run themselves nearly into the ground trying to find a way to bring Cas back, but it still comes as a shock when Castiel, Angel of the Lord appears in the bunker, disheveled and despondent.
    Of course the first thing our beloveds do is miscommunicate, and things are hella awkward from there on in.
    Since their priorities have changed, Sam thinks that a case is just the thing they need to get over... whatever this weirdness is.
    Along the way Dean starts to question if things are really what they seem and Sam just questions which of these two women will kill him first.
    Oh, and Cas and Rowena become emotionally attached to an invisible monster.

    or, the one where Dean can't let himself have good things.

     

    see end chapter notes for expansion the suicide potential trigger tag. Also, I have a penchant for posting chapters before they're really ready. So there's every chance they will get an edit a day or so later after posting. sorry. it's a character flaw.

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    11 Nov 2025

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    It almost feels like, if Dean went to sleep right now, he could get it back. Like he would slip right back into the dream, and it would pick up where it left off. But Dean doesn’t even want to, now that he can see that world for what it is: a cheap hallucination, poking at all his weaknesses, going right for the soft underbelly Dean never shows.

    All that work. All that work Dean had done over the past few weeks, trying to numb himself and act like he’d forgotten about it. And now it feels like the Empty took Cas all of five minutes ago, all over again.

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    A post-15x19, forty one year-old Dean gets a taste of what twenty seven year-old Dean went through in 2x20, “What Is and What Should Never Be,” and sees how the shape of his own happiness has changed. Then life goes on, same as it ever was—except for the dreams he starts having at all hours of the day, and a familiar voice on the phone that's starting to sound a little too real.

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