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counting days, counting days (since my love up and got lost on me) by Resacon1990
Fandoms: Supernatural
09 Jul 2021
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True happiness, he’d said, and Dean’s chest feels like its caving in as he realises, again and again, that is who he is to Cas, who he was. To Cas, he was happiness, true and bright, and it makes Dean ache.
I love you, Cas had said.
Yet Dean had been silent.
Or, death is never permanent, not even when it's supposed to be.
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26 Dec 2025
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"Most times when somebody sees their husband in a fucking thong shop they assume he’s cheating on them.”
Castiel blinks. “But… You’re not cheating on me…”
“I know I’m not cheating on you.”
“Which is why I assumed you were buying clothes for Eileen.”
Dean swears under his breath and pinches the bridge of his nose. “Look- Let’s just- Let’s forget this even happened, okay?” Even though it’s phrased as a question, Castiel understands it as closer to the command that it actually is.
But Castiel doesn’t want to forget this happened. Something is awkward and lingering in the air between them, in the way that Dean shifts from foot to foot and won’t meet Castiel’s eyes. And if Dean wasn’t shopping for Eileen, and he wasn’t shopping for another woman… The options for who was being shopped for are dwindling by the second.
Dean’s face is still pink. Castiel’s heart squeezes tight and forces itself up into his sternum.
“You were… shopping for yourself,” he says lowly.
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- Part 3 of you see me in the lovely garden tending
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22 Dec 2025
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“They’re aloe flowers. They’re for you.”
It’s twelve seconds of awkward silence this time. Dean extends an unsure hand to accept the blooms. “What do I do with them? Are they for a spell?”
Cas looks like he’s restraining himself from rolling his eyes. Okay, genius. Dean feels like he’s back in calculus, staring at a blackboard that might as well be written in Latin. Scratch that- Dean understands the dead language more than he can comprehend the mess of letters and numbers in school, and far more than he can comprehend the purpose of the aloe. Dean would do whatever Cas was asking of him if he would only tell Dean what that was.
“They’re a gift. They contain symbolism.”
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15 Dec 2025
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“Dean,” Jim’s reached them, and he’s staring at the angriest man like he’s seen a ghost. “It’s really you.”
“Dean?” Adam blinks at the man – his other brother – and it all slides into place. “The one who ran away?”
Dean’s eyebrows shoot up for a moment and then come back down into a frown as he stares at Adam and it feels a bit like he’s being x-rayed. He stares back, tries not to find it intimidating to be glared at by some old guy who doesn’t even look like his dad that much – not really – and is apparently the brother Adam didn’t even know he had until he was ten.
“Ran away?” Dean looks over to Jim, and Adam’s never seen a priest wilt before. “I thought lying was a sin.”Adam's dad just died, but that seems to be the least of his problems.
technically a sequel, but it makes sense on its own i think.
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- Part 2 of Fathers, Faith, Funerals and Families
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14 Dec 2025
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“Dean?”
“Hi Mr Bobby,” Dean’s voice is hoarse, barely more than a whisper. It’s the first time Bobby’s heard him speak. His cheeks are flushed. He might have been crying. Sam presses close behind him, face snotty and puffy. He’s definitely been crying. “Can we come in?”
“I…where’s your dad?” Bobby asks, squinting further into the dark as if that will make John Winchester appear.
“He had to be quick,” Dean is looking at his shoes. They’re muddy. “He dropped us at the top of your road. We walked.”
“It was scary,” Sam says from behind him, his voice shrill and loud compared to his brother’s. “And dark. I fell.”
“Oh,” Both boys are shivering, and Bobby feels like a monster: keeping them in the cold. “Then I guess you gotta come in.”Or, Bobby and his boys: through the years.
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- Part 1 of Fathers, Faith, Funerals and Families
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14 Dec 2025