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  1. Rec 19

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    Nathaniel straightens up. “I told you: I’ll make you a deal,” he says. “I can get you what you want.”

    “I want nothing.”

    Nathaniel’s eyes flash, and there’s far too much understanding in his expression for Andrew’s comfort, but Nathaniel doesn’t comment on it.

    “I can get you off the drugs.”

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    Nathaniel reappears at the Columbia house to make a deal with Andrew, and it's not until seven months later, when he shows up tired and hurting, that Andrew realizes he might have bitten off more than he can chew.

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    part two to "Butcher Jr." (PLEASE READ PRT 1 AND THE END NOTES YOU MAY BE A LITTLE CONFUSED OTHERWISE)

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    27 Dec 2025

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    Neil was the pervasive lie Andrew foolishly allowed himself to indulge. A person who would stay? Fairytale. It wouldn’t last.

    Forevers didn’t exist for him.

    With graduation on the horizon, Andrew leaves Neil before Neil can leave him. But after a year, he starts to wonder if maybe he was wrong. Maybe he can have it all.

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  3. Rec 51

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    prompt: andrew and neil get into this huge fight while andrew is driving so he tells neil to get out the car and walk the rest of the way.

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  4. Rec 62

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    Neil was just the newest Alex, Stefan, Chris. Neil had arrived with dyed hair, false eyes, and an American accent. ‘Neil’ was a skin he’d slipped on as easily as ‘James’ in England or ‘Jacques’ in Montreal. He wasn’t anyone, really. ‘Abram’ might be the common denominator, maybe the neutral label for the conundrum of a human he’d always been, but even that person didn’t exist.

    Abram didn’t know if he had ever really existed.

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  5. Rec 25

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    Andrew tells Neil every part of Neil that he loves in the only way he knows how.

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