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Chuuya sipped his wine, the silence of the long emptied apartment weighing heavy on his shoulders while his drunken mind swirled with too many unspoken thoughts, one was bound to slip from his lips without permission, "I think I could love you."
Dazai scoffed, his grip tightening around his glass, "That's a terrible idea, Chibi."
Smiling bitterly, Chuuya nodded and downed the rest before setting the glass down as he moved to stand, "Isn't it, though? You'd be the worst boyfriend."
Despite their words, neither showed the slightest hesitance as Chuuya stepped into already waiting arms.
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"How strange we are before we die," Dazai Laments, staring up at the stars with a distant look in his eyes.
"How so?" His partner's question hangs in the cold air between them.
"Humans fear oblivion and what comes next, but once death comes calling, brushing along their fragile skin, there's an almost disbelief--an ignorance," He reaches a gentle hand out to touch his companion's ivory skin with such care you'd think he were made of porcelain.
"Why do you always speak like you're not?" The boy frowns at the foreign affection, but remains unmoved.
"I wonder if it means anything that I'm convinced I'll have another tomorrow with you. Maybe, even want to."
The red head becomes visibly irritated at being ignored and confused as usual by Dazai's strange way of thinking, "You will, idiot."
Dazai doesn't say another word that night, but that sad smile and faraway look in his eyes never leaves.
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Finally, Chuuya eloquently said, “I don’t want to date you.”
Dazai huffed. “Yeah, well, I’m not too thrilled at the idea of having a crazy rockstar boyfriend. But you got us into this mess, you need to help us get out of it.”
Had Dazai gone insane? Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu, dating? Had Chuuya not made it clear through the dozens of direct and indirect meetings that he despised Dazai with every fiber in his body.Featuring: drunk tweets, falling in love, horrendous song writing, cheesy interviews, learning how to "fake it," and Chuuya getting over the headache that is Dazai. Not necessarily in that order.
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Bookmarked by KallmeKo
07 Jul 2023
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Dazai "Ouji" Osamu is the most popular idol of his generation.People adore him, critics worship him.
He has the whole world dancing in the palm of his hand.
When he steps into an underground bar in Yokohama, on a summer night like any other, he is looking for a muse, a fake boyfriend and a reason for living.Nakahara Chuuya just wanted a glass of wine and a one-night stand.
(Or: the “I slept with a stranger and he turned out to be my little sister’s favorite singer” AU where two idiots catch very real feelings through a fake dating contract. Art in notes.)
Russian translation here by Sterialye
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Bookmarked by KallmeKo
26 Jan 2023
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Dazai's normally boring morning was shattered when a small pair of arms wrapped themselves around his knees and big azure eyes blinked up at him partnered with a stupidly happy grin.
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Chuuya is hit with an ability that reverses his age.
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Bookmarked by KallmeKo
29 Nov 2022
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Rumor has it that a figure in Yokohama’s underground scene is holding a contest. The top-voted street racer wins a free enrollment into the next Formula 3 season, all the way in California. They might as well be handing out a one-way ticket to the F1 roster, and all the fame, glory, and money that comes with it.
The entire city’s confident that the best driver that the circuit’s known in decades, Dazai Osamu—street name: McQueen, will win the opportunity.
That is, until a redheaded rookie known by the name of Prince shows up on his streets.
Translations available here.
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Bookmarked by KallmeKo
23 Oct 2022
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Nakahara Chuuya is beautiful.
He owns a flower shop. He has a deep, sweet voice, a worn-out leather jacket and azure eyes that glisten under the spring sun.
“Oi, hang on. Are are you hitting on me?”
“I could be,” Dazai says, putting the pen down. “Am I allowed to hit on you?”
[Or: Dazai meets a handsome stranger in a park and decides to write his story.]
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Bookmarked by KallmeKo
23 Sep 2022

