Katibeth

I must not fear fear is the   mind killer fear   is the little   death that brings  total  obliteration  I  will face  my fear I will let it pass over me and through me and when I turn the inner eye and see its path nothing but I will remain



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    What If AU where Nicki, Claudia and Madeleine live. All set in the same universe but not posted chronologically.

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    This daydream, this small allowance of a fantasy, was rotten. It was torturous and leaked venom, but Heaven's above, Pendleton couldn’t let it go.

    It was because he couldn’t let it go that he found himself, one foggy night, making a foolishly dangerous choice.

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    02 Nov 2025

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    “Your son.” She finished, and Nathan could almost see it. She would be grasping to sit down, or clutching her heart as if it, too, would fail her. “You have a son?”

    After a moment, Nathan spoke. “Maybe?”

    “And you didn’t tell me?”

    “…No.” He collapsed into the desk chair, the old wheels squeaking and sliding underneath him. “I haven’t had him for that long, and he’s been having a hard time adjusting. I dont know, I’m just making up excuses.” He shook his head. “Are you mad?”

    She hummed, thinking for a moment. “How old is he?” Which wasn’t an answer, but.

    Nathan winced. “Uh, nine.”

    “Thats a long time to keep a kid a secret.”

     

    OR; Nathan tells a lie he is starting to get much too comfortable telling, and it leads him to taking Abaddon to Thanksgiving dinner

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    23 Oct 2025

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    Through hundreds of billions of years, Abaddon has witnessed the human Nathan take his own life in a carefully preserved way, always the same, without fail. He should be used to it by now- somehow, he just keeps feeling worse and worse about it.

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    or, a 5+1 fic of abaddon finding nathan's body, and one time he asks his ghost about it.

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    09 Oct 2025

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    He almost doesn't notice the hole in the ground, lost in his thoughts as he is. It's deep, and looks out of place in the forest. More importantly, there's a child in the hole. A very small child, from the looks of it. The child themself looks gaunt and deathly pale, the strange clothes practically hanging off their stick-thin frame.
    Nathan crouches down, concern etching itself onto his features. He's barely in the right head-space to look after himself at the moment, let alone anything else, but he can't just leave the poor kid there.
    "You ok there, kid? I'm Nathan."

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    Abaddon is not a demon, but a human child raised in a cult, until he's abandoned and found by Nathan. Father-son bonding and healing ensues. Come get it while it's hot!

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    07 Oct 2025

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    Once Upon A Time, A Demon possesses A Boy. Aiming to wreak havoc upon the human world, The Demon sees to it that he lulls the village into a false sense of security.

    It does not work.

    Bound together in a painful ceremony, the two learn how to live together--literally--as time marches on and they meet many faces.

    Some awful.

    But also some kind.

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    05 Oct 2025