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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    When someone you love dies, the whole world stops, and the journey of grief starts. It is well-known the model of five stages of grief, but some experts have proposed a more extensive one.

    Shock. Denial. Disbelief. Confusion. Guilt. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Loneliness. Acceptance. Hope. Renewal.

    When Yoshiki found Hikaru’s dead body, his whole world stopped, and an inevitable process of grief started.

    How do you overcome the loss of your loved one? How do you go on with your life? How do you process the fact that he’s still there, but in a different way?

    How can you accept that the person you loved has become a monster?

    “We promised to be together, no matter what”
    “Don’t leave me in this place”

    “Hikaru… please don’t leave me”

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    After Hikaru’s death, Yoshiki goes through the 12 stages of grief exploring the emotions and dynamic between Yoshiki and “Hikaru”, rather than going around the mystery of the town. Has a sad and gloomy beginning, with the hopes of a happy ending.

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    29 Jul 2025

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    The corpse, the boy who loved it, and the thing it became.

    Everything changes, nothing perishes. In other words, what if the dead aren’t really gone?

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    17 Jul 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    “Till,” purrs the rough baritone voice from somewhere beneath his legs.

    Twitch. Till’s eyes are squeezed shut but he is certainly not asleep – he hasn’t been for at least an hour.

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    29 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    Seven years after the events of Alien Stage, Till lives like the world never stopped ending. He drinks. He fucks. He runs from what little’s left. It’s always someone new—but the name he moans is the same.

    Every time.

    Always him.

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    29 Jun 2025

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    Ivan was always attentive when it came to Till.

    But god, he swore he should have noticed this sooner.

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    28 Jun 2025