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Ni-ki Nishimura, plucked off from a shelter, had been nothing but a tool for drug experiments along with other helpless children of an illegal organization. But as he has grown into a young man, a switch flipped off inside him, as he began to hope for a new life that does not cycle around violence and crimes.
However, his sudden change of heart comes with a price. Freedom wasn't so free for him to have.
His desperation to break away from the chains of his brutal past has egged him onto a more perilous path where he meets unexpected people who will join hands with him in this battle.
Colliding worlds with another young man named Kim Sunoo, he discovered emotions he hadn't felt before. How sacrifice and love go hand in hand, and how having someone you're willing to protect and die for feels.
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07 Dec 2023
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Ni-ki is tired. He moves through life like clockwork, just going through the motions. His only reprieve, his only escape from reality comes in the form of the ethereal boy he’s fallen hopelessly in love with.
Their story has all the makings of a happy ending, save for one insurmountable obstacle:
Kim Sunoo is not real.
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16 Nov 2023
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“Who did you kill?” he murmurs distractedly. “It wasn’t anyone I liked, was it?”
“How can you still joke around at a time like this?” Jay cries, throwing his hands into the air as he paces back and forth. His voice is raw, his face pale and splotchy. “This is the part where you either grab a shovel or turn me in.”
Heeseung stares at him, a bit wide-eyed, a bit dazed by the boy’s presence after months of nothing but radio silence. “I missed you,” he blurts.
Six months after disappearing from Heeseung's life without a trace, Jay comes knocking on his door to cash in a favor: someone is dead, and he needs help hiding the body. Heeseung agrees a bit too readily, because -- well, he's still in love.
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20 Oct 2023
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A piece of my heart, what my mind feels like all the time. something that’ll my frantic self will learn word by word and it’ll be quick cause it’s the mirror of my own heartache. I want to write like this. I want to read this everyday. I want to kiss gem’s head for this.
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Everytime Sunoo changed hair color, Ni-ki felt himself being deduced into something smaller. Kim Sunoo was all familiar yet a stranger at the same time, he had new friends, he went out with them, he talked about people Ni-ki didn’t recognize, and he wasn’t there all the time he needed to be. And so, as petty as he could be, Ni-ki further detached himself because the bearer of the sun had begun to burn him, and although he didn’t mind to be reduced into ashes, he thought, maybe being spiteful was a way to bring the older back.
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15 Aug 2023
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A Fool's Paradise by orphan_account for pududoll (aprilclash), intersession
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
15 Jun 2021
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“I guess you have changed, haven’t you?” Donghyuck says.
If Mark is anything like the person he once was, he’ll keep walking away just to spite him – a silent fuck you, Donghyuck-ah – and find someone else to sleep with, someone older with more experience and more money and more accolades than Donghyuck.
This isn’t one of those times.
(Or: Donghyuck spends months planning this gala, but all of that goes awry when his ex-boyfriend enters the premises.)
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05 Aug 2023