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  1. Public Bookmark 40

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    It’s not every day that you let a man seventeen years older than you use your body as a table for his vices, only to have him return the favor a few days later after closing time. conrad has never been to a strip club before, but it turns out he’s a very fast learner.

    (or: the long overdue bellyconrad stripper/controversial age gap au)

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    30 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 69

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    It’s kind of fucked up that I get off on you needing me like a father.

    Watch out: if you make your entire personality taking care of people at a young age, it just might rewire you sexually.

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    24 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 50

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    “Let me get this straight,” Jeremiah says. “You want to go to an anonymous sex party at Brown University—even though you hate frats—because you think it could get me a summer job?”

    “Yeah,” Belly replies, as they both dance around the delicate matter of his brother’s recent rise to becoming a Brown frat president, “I guess I do.”

    (The frat boy glory hole AU)

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    24 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    CRAIGSLIST LISTING by USER349867

    HUMAN TESTING for ANXIETY MEDICATION. TEST SUBJECTS needed.

    DATE: DECEMBER OF TWENTY TWELVE-JANUARY of TWENTY THIRTEEN 

    LOCATION: UNDISCLOSED in BOSTON, MASSACHUSETS 

    DESCRIPTION: In search of ONE(1) FEMALE test subject, age ranges NINETEEN-TWENTY FIVE with history of ANY AND ALL ANXIETY DISORDERS. Preferably UNMEDICATED, but flexible if need be. Testing will take place conveniently through WINTER BREAK of local schools, but you will need to be HOUSED ON SITE. You will be required to be discreet and sign a NONDISCLOSURE AGREEMENT, NONNEGOTIABLE. A more detailed list of rules and regulations will be provided upon selection. 

    or; belly is conrad's guinea pig, and he likes her maybe a little too much.

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    18 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 80

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    “You’re so good to me.”

    Fuck. He exhales and finds his words. “I like taking care of you, I guess.”

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    the one where conrad accidentally becomes belly’s sugar daddy

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    18 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 71

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    Every guy, every phase, every thing she had ever taken an interest in was downstream of something Conrad had already left his fingerprints on.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    “You’re married,” he says, not cruelly, just reminding her, “to my brother.”

    To Belly, there are infinite ways to justify having an affair with your husband’s brother.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Perhaps it is this lack of touchstones, perhaps it is the always-liminal quality of the damp, gray time between golden leaves and snow, perhaps it is the two glasses of red wine on a mostly empty stomach or the way the green glow of the signal light catches in Benito’s dark eyes for a moment as he walks her home from the bar, but when he leans in to kiss her in front of her apartment building after their third proper date, Belly thinks about Conrad.

    She has thought about him before, of course, but in the way people say to focus on something else when someone is facing a fear of heights: an unrelenting, all-encompassing devotion to not thinking about it that you cannot falter in for even a moment—or you will look down and be hopelessly lost.

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    08 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 84

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    "Because I remember the way you sounded in that room, Belly," I say, my voice dropping even lower, dangerous even.

    I’m close enough now that I can see the pulse thrumming in the hollow of her throat—fast, erratic, terrified. The mask of indifference has completely dissolved, replaced by something jagged and cruel. "I remember the way you looked at me when I was between your legs. Does Jere know about that? Does he know that while he was snoring three feet away, you were screaming into a pillow because of me?"

    "Shut up," she whispers.
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    Picks up during the motel scene in S2E8. Belly still ends up choosing Jeremiah, but she and Conrad can't stay away from each other.

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    04 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    "Tell me what you like to hear," he said.
    Belly felt her cheeks go hotter. "I can't just—"
    "Yeah, you can," he interrupted gently. "I want to know. You've had a tough day, Belly. I want to give you what you need."

     

    (Belly has a need; Conrad has the need to satisfy it)

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    28 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 57

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    Belly doesn't get into Finch; turns out, Conrad doesn't go to Stanford either.

    Somehow, they both end up living in the same apartment complex.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    “So, it’s not a big deal then, right?” Gemma says. “One week in Tuscany, Italian countryside, huge, romantic wedding ceremony, wine, good food, both Fisher brothers, no big deal?”

    “Right,” Belly agrees. “No big deal.”

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    22 Mar 2026

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    When Belly Conklin went to tell Jeremiah that she had kissed Conrad —and that she still wanted to stay friends— things didn’t unfold the way she intended.

    Now, as a second-year transfer at Stanford, she's determined to focus on her Sports Psychology major and leave the past where it belongs.

    Unfortunately for Belly, the past is teaching her a core curriculum course.

    Conrad Fisher —the man she’s loved her entire life— is her TA for Neurobiology of Performance.

    And seeing him again might be harder than losing him ever was.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    One year after a devastating broken engagement, Belly seems to have landed on her feet: five hundred thousand Instagram followers, a book deal in the works, and a doting—if mysterious—boyfriend. Two weeks before Christmas, however, her prospective publisher throws a wrench in her perfectly crafted life: they want to meet her camera-shy boyfriend before putting pen to paper...and her camera-shy boyfriend doesn't exist.

    Enter Conrad Fisher: her forever what-if and the real-life inspiration for her fictional boyfriend, back in Boston for the holidays for the first time since literally running out of Belly's life six years earlier.

    What starts as a simple arrangement snowballs into a tangled web of old wounds and even older feelings as the counterfeit couple navigates the holiday season, but who are they really deceiving?

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    05 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 83

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    Belly wakes up on her wedding day. Then she wakes up on her wedding day again.

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    05 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    "You shouldn't be out here," Conrad says without looking at her, even though he's only here so she can be too. "So close to the water when it's this dark."
    Belly sits down anyway. "Then neither should you."

     

    (Belly kisses Conrad that first night, at the bonfire. somehow everything changes and stays the same.)

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    28 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 96

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    The first time Conrad comes inside her, Belly understands religion.

    It’s reckless, really, how quickly she decides to throw good sense and rational thought out the window with one half-whispered, half-moaned “I have an IUD” against Conrad’s neck.  She doesn’t know his recent sexual history – if five years can be considered recent – and he has no idea what or whom she’s been doing in Paris, but when Conrad looks at her with hooded eyes dark with unbridled desire, she can’t stop the words from tumbling out of her mouth.

     

    Or: Belly really, really, really loves it when Conrad comes inside her: A History

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    28 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    An incomplete list of things roommates Belly and Conrad will say just this once to:

    1.) Watching TV together when they can’t sleep. (Oops, it becomes a routine rather quickly.)

    2.) Sharing a bed. (A pipe burst in their apartment and they have to get a hotel room, what are they supposed to do?)

    3.) Having sex with each other. (Sexual tension is taut between them, and they’re getting it out of their system. But then they’re doing it again. And again, and then one last time, for real . . . Fifth time’s the charm, surely.)

    What’s next, falling in love? Yeah, right.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    28 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 87

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    Belly crossed the kitchen and rested her hand on the back of a chair, grounding herself in the solid wood beneath her palm. This was all suddenly feeling so fucking surreal, she was half-surprised her hand didn't travel straight through it like a ghost.

    Her body was humming with it—a low, contained panic that she couldn’t settle. And she knew she should say something else now. She knew she should be talking more. But then footsteps sounded in the hallway before she could gather her thoughts.

    Summary: An alternate Season 3 where Conrad never got therapy, ended up with a girlfriend instead, and the ripple effects of those decisions in the lead up to the wedding.

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    20 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 69

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    "I know what I am," Belly says.

    "Do you?" Conrad's so close now she can see the exact moment his eyes shift again, green bleeding into gold, storm-cloud and starving in the middle. "Then show me."

    ( some places, the veil is thin. Cousins, Massachusetts is practically tissue paper. )

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    6,965

    26 Jan 2026

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