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    Ilya starts calling Shane boring regularly after that, not cruelly but persistently, the way you press a bruise you know is there just to confirm it still hurts. Shane's cereal is boring, Shane's training schedule is boring, Shane's shoes lined up by the door are boring, and Shane responds with variations of "fuck off" and "you're an asshole" that become increasingly creative and occasionally surprising. They do not talk about anything that matters. They talk about groceries and whose turn it is to take out the trash and whether Ilya's music is too loud at midnight, which it is.

    On the ice, Shane is someone else entirely. Ilya watches him from the upper stands every morning with vending machine coffee going cold in his hand and doesn't tell anyone.

    Or: Shane asked Ilya once how you know when it's the right person. Ilya described Shane to him, and Shane didn't recognise himself.

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    06 May 2026

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    A snowstorm strands the Boston Bears in Montreal with not enough hotel rooms and nowhere to go in their rival’s city.
    On a reckless impulse, Ilya volunteers to stay with Shane Hollander.
    His teammates think it’s a joke.
    Shane plays along.
    No one knows they were in the same bed just hours ago.

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    06 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a sex pet. Has been traded, tossed around, abused, tortured, and raped since he was sixteen. A slave. An Omega.

    He’s sold and packed up to a mafia boss, Ilya Rozanov. He’s hot, but he’s a total black flag. Will Shane Hollander survive? Or will he die before reaching the ripe age of thirty-five?

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    02 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander can't stand being touched.

    Each touch leaves behind ugly marks and pain, and it's the reason why he never had a Dom or any serious relationship. His friends—and in particular Ilya Rozanov—propose a bet to find him a compatible Dom, someone whose touch doesn't burn.

    And it turns out that the most compatible person is much closer than one might think.

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    touch-starved feral cat Shane vs grumpy protective Ilya

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    11 Apr 2026

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    “I want you in my hotel room tonight,” Ilya says, satisfied when Hollander’s pupils dilate in response. “I want to take you apart, slowly. Until you’re begging for it.” 

    “Fuck off, asshole,” Hollander breathes out, but the look in his eyes says yes and more please. “You can’t just come back here and–” 

    Just as Ilya is about to lean down and kiss the next words out of Hollander’s mouth, a buzzing sound startles them both. He glances down to see Hollander’s phone vibrating on the countertop with a text notification from someone named Matty.

    In an alternate timeline, Shane resolves to move on after Sochi. When he and Ilya reunite for the MLH Awards in Vegas, Ilya takes the news of Shane's new "friend" about as well as you'd expect. 

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    22 Mar 2026