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to be in the grace of that godlight by godlightilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Apr 2026
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Shane said nothing else. He just sat there, completely fucking numb, and watched with hot bile rising in his throat, as that first damned medic leaned over Ilya’s chest, hands locked, counting loudly, repetitively. He winced as he watched Ilya’s chest dip with every compression, his precious ribs probably cracking under the sheer pressure. There was a mask over Ilya’s nose and mouth, the same sweet, perfect nose that Shane liked to nuzzle with his own, the soft, pink - and helplessly parted - lips that Shane liked to kiss with his own.
“Dyshi, Ilya,” Shane was crying now, entirely fucking inconsolable as he watched the man he was engaged to marry lie on the ice, lifeless and cold and dead. “Dyshi, pozhaluysta. Breathe, Ilya. Please.”
shane hollander took a hit from cliff marlow years ago. he can't remember much of it.
ilya rozanov takes a hit from one of shane's old teammates, and shane sees red. but it's not because he wants to kill jj. it's the blood pouring from ilya's nose and staining the ice.
it's watching the love of his life die in front of him.
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18 Apr 2026
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After finally admitting their love and coming out to Shane’s parents, Ilya and Shane leave for the cottage with a future that, for the first time, feels certain. But a sudden car accident shatters that moment, leaving Ilya suspended between life and death.
In a peaceful, dreamlike version of the highway, he walks alongside his mother as memories of the crash bleed into the stillness. Faced with an impossible choice, Ilya must decide whether to stay in this quiet, certain place with her, or fight his way back to the life—and love—he had only just begun to fully claim.
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17 Apr 2026
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to be so lonely by summeratthecircus
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Apr 2026
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“Sasha does not help, but he is safe, and strangers don’t make me feel good anymore.”
“Why?” Shane blurted.
“Why what, Hollander?” Ilya’s voice was just barely above a whisper and thick with emotion.
Shane swallowed and licked his suddenly dry lips. “Why don’t strangers feel good anymore?”
“I think you know,” Ilya rasped.OR
Post-tunamelt, Ilya shows up at a charity gala with Sasha to make Shane jealous. Shane can see the self-destruction through Ilya's confident facade and realizes that not admitting his feelings is only hurting them both.
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16 Apr 2026
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ducks, loons, and other birds by candlecormorant
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Mar 2026
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based off the real-life Moscow club, the Hungry Duck, which was known for its male strippers who would fish out excited patrons from the crowd and coax them out of their clothes onstage.
Hayden proposes a guys' trip to Moscow before the Sochi Olympics. Ilya works a second job to make ends meet. Shane makes some discoveries about himself during their visit to the Hungry Duck.
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15 Apr 2026
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“Maybe love is not enough anymore Shane … I am tired”
“What do you mean ?”
“I think we need a break to think about what we want ...”
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But his eyes snapped open when a picture of his ex-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov got onto the news. Shane blinked hard, maybe he was hallucinating. But no it was Ilya's face. He was involved in a car accident earlier this morning.
___Or : Ilya and Shane broke up 9 months ago. Shane has a new boyfriend. But Ilya got injured. Shane need to see if he is fine.
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