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    A psychological thriller of madness, manipulation, and the slow unraveling of truth.

    When a well-known, beloved family is found slaughtered in their home, the only suspect is a 27-year-old man discovered at the scene, blood-soaked, shaking, and whispering things no one could understand. Park Seonghwa is quickly declared unstable and confined to a secure psychiatric facility for observation. He claims he didn’t kill anyone. But his stories, fractured, poetic, delusional, make little sense to anyone who hears them.

    Except one man.

    Enter Kim Hongjoong, a calm, intelligent forensic psychiatrist consultant assigned to the case. At first, he appears gentle. Professional. Curious. He tells Seonghwa he believes him, when no one else does. He listens patiently as Seonghwa speaks of shadows that don’t move right, voices that steal his name, and the thing inside the walls that wore someone else’s face.

    As trust deepens and Seonghwa begins to open up, the lines between truth and madness begin to blur. Because in a place built to cage the broken, sometimes the most dangerous person isn’t the one on the other side of the glass. It’s the one holding the key.

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    21 Sep 2025

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    “You know how I told you I have seven roommates?”

    “Yeah? I don’t know how you keep this place so clean with eight guys living here honestly. I’m impressed.”

    “They aren’t my roommates. They… they’re my boyfriends.”

    “…What?”

    “My boyfriends. I’m in a polyamorous relationship with seven other men, and I want… we want… you.”

    “….I’m sorry?”

    “We want to date you. Exclusively. The eight of us. We want-“

    “I don’t understand?”

    “I know. Believe me I know but if you just listen-“

    You pry your hands out of Jisung’s grasp and stand up shakily on your legs.

    “You have boyfriends? Seven of them? Plural?”

    “Yes-“

    “And you want…”

    “You to join us.”

    “Join you?! What am I a fucking sexual fantasy? I’m just the female to your orgy or something right? This is what this is? You all just want to use me and-“

    “No! No no I swear to you-“

    “I thought you liked me!”

    “I do! So much! It’s the only reason I didn’t tell you straight away, it’s the only reason I-“

    “Lied to me?! This is- this can’t be happening-“ Is it possible to laugh and cry at the same time? Because that’s what you’re doing. “Fuck I’m an idiot.”

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    02 Sep 2025

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  3. Public Bookmark 80

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    Minho keeps being insensitive and Han tries to laugh it off every time, but he’s actually really hurt.

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    02 Apr 2025

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    “If I had,” Chris lingers on the words, watching Eddie intently through the screen, “If I had conditions?”

    Eddie feels his stomach knot up. It’s the first time Chris has ever alluded to a willingness to come home. Usually he just shoots Eddie down with a flat “I know” before hurrying off the call. Eddie Diaz will be damned before he lets this chance slip through his hands.

    “Anything,” his voice rings with desperation in his own ears, “Whatever you need to feel ready to come home. If I can make it happen, I will.”

    Chris eyes him, young face serious as a judge presiding over trial. An apt comparison because only Chris could condemn or parole Eddie. His fate is in his son’s hands so completely that if he was going to therapy, Frank would probably be concerned. Finally, Chris opens his mouth and says something so earth shattering as to crack the foundations of his father’s mind.

    “Marry Buck,” Chris says firmly.

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    Chris shifted uncomfortably, his gaze darting away again. “Because I don’t want to be here. I don’t want to be with Dad right now either. And I didn’t say anything before because you were with Tommy, and I didn’t want to mess things up for you.”

    Buck’s chest tightened, guilt creeping in like a shadow. “Chris, you would never mess things up for me. Never. You’re family. You always have a place here. And you’ll always come first.”

    Chris’s shoulders sagged with relief, but his voice was still small. “So I can live with you?”

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    Buck, struggling with abandonment and feelings of being unworthy, is shaken when Chris calls, asking if he can live with Buck now that he’s no longer with Tommy.

    Still hurt and angry with Eddie, Chris refuses to tell his dad about wanting to live with Buck, leaving Buck caught in the middle, torn between protecting Chris and his loyalty to Eddie. Yet as Buck promises to help, he feels something shift—beneath all the self-doubt and pain, a quiet hope emerges. For the first time in what feels like forever, someone chose him, and maybe, just maybe, he’s not as unworthy of love as he’s always believed.

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    15 Mar 2025