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  1. Public Bookmark 95

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    The Centaurs are kind, good people; on some level, Shane does know this.
    But he feels as if he’s been trying to play hockey without skates, his feet slipping out from under him as he fights to gain an inch of ground. He watches everyone else glide and coast like it takes no effort at all, while he clutches the boards, hesitant and plagued with uncertainty. He can’t gain purchase enough on the ice to catch up to them.

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    5 times Shane Hollander starts to find his footing with the Centaurs + 1 time he doesn't question it

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    18 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 55

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    A lot happens in 2021.

    Troy Barrett is settled. He's out, he's in love. He's playing hockey on a great team.

    From the inside, he watches as his captain is outed, gets married, and brings his husband, Shane Hollander, into the Centaurs' locker room. Things shift, a little at a time.

    New for the world, he thinks. New in front of the world.

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    15 May 2026

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    Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”

    Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”

    “You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”

    The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.

    In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.

    There’s a lot to get used to.

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    14 May 2026

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    “Everyone puts $1,000 in the pot. You have hindsight, YouTube has our highlights - so you all can figure it out if you’re so smart.”

    A New Year’s party turns into The Centaurs getting way too drunk and way too invested in the Hollander-Rozanov relationship timeline. Instead of just giving them straight forward answers, they’re given homework in the shape of a betting pool from their captain.

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    13 May 2026

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    Shane shrieked. “Ilya!” He toppled sideways on his mat, glaring, his cheeks flushed pink. “What the fuck!”

    “What?” He said, innocent. “You were showing it off for me.”

    “I didn’t even know you were here!”

    “You must have known I would feel it in the air, like mating call.”

    Shane laughed and threw his forearm over his eyes. “You’re impossible.”

    Ilya is obsessed with Shane saying his name.

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    01 May 2026