Lilo19



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
    ____

    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    60,257
    Chapters:
    28/50
    Comments:
    7,787
    Kudos:
    26,380
    Bookmarks:
    9,528
    Hits:
    982,353

    05 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 70

    Tags
    Summary

    A series of glimpses into the lives of the Hollander-Rozanov kids, and how Shane and Ilya are as parents. Spoiler alert, they are still grossly in love, and parent their children in a way that heals their inner child. Their first born, Viktoria, is a true eldest daughter. She is practical, disciplined, and competitive, and a force to be reckoned with on the ice. Second born, Dasha, is Ilya's child through and through, a menace on both the ice and in their house. But she is also extremely loyal, loving, and charming, and you can't help but adore her. The youngest child, and only boy, Maksim, is a sweet, caring, and quiet child. He's great on the ice as well, but sometimes prefers the quiet of the local museum or library, much to his sisters' confusion.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    108,471
    Chapters:
    20/?
    Comments:
    75
    Kudos:
    173
    Bookmarks:
    70
    Hits:
    10,478

    03 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "I don't mean to come here and freak you out," Scott said, though he knew there was no avoiding it. He'd been where they were before. It had felt like he was dying, back then. "I just don't want you to think you're the only ones, okay? There's lots of us."

    Their eyes snapped to him in unison, startled and intense. Hollander croaked, "What?"

    "There's over sixteen hundred guys in the MLH and AHL," he reminded them, because it had felt improbable to him when he first heard until he remembered the sheer size of the hockey world. "There's — well, we don't know how many of us there are, but there's at least seventeen of us that know each other. Plus you two. We watch out for each other."

    His eyes enormous, Hollander asked, "There's, what? A secret underground gay hockey network?"

    Scott shrugged. "Yeah, basically."

    ----

    Ilya and Shane find their way into The Tennis Club, a network of closeted hockey players that hook up - so long as everyone keeps it casual. Which is no problem! They can do casual, right?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    101,889
    Chapters:
    13/27
    Comments:
    3,194
    Kudos:
    2,019
    Bookmarks:
    788
    Hits:
    52,409

    01 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,465
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2,583
    Kudos:
    48,714
    Bookmarks:
    14,376
    Hits:
    413,414

    31 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Wyatt was not, like, nosy. For sure, he was interested. He was curious. He engaged with people, obviously, because most people were interesting and engaging and had cool thoughts and said neat stuff if you asked.

    So, no. Wyatt wasn’t nosy, but he wasn’t stupid, either.

    Or: A Bromance Blooms In Ottawa
    Or: The Ballad of Wyatt and Ilya

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,684
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    18
    Comments:
    1,648
    Kudos:
    20,666
    Bookmarks:
    6,736
    Hits:
    186,123

    31 Jul 2026