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When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
____Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.
“Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”
“Mom,” Shane managed.
“Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”
Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.
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05 Aug 2026
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Even After All These Years by Orbiter17
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Aug 2026
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A series of glimpses into the lives of the Hollander-Rozanov kids, and how Shane and Ilya are as parents. Spoiler alert, they are still grossly in love, and parent their children in a way that heals their inner child. Their first born, Viktoria, is a true eldest daughter. She is practical, disciplined, and competitive, and a force to be reckoned with on the ice. Second born, Dasha, is Ilya's child through and through, a menace on both the ice and in their house. But she is also extremely loyal, loving, and charming, and you can't help but adore her. The youngest child, and only boy, Maksim, is a sweet, caring, and quiet child. He's great on the ice as well, but sometimes prefers the quiet of the local museum or library, much to his sisters' confusion.
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03 Aug 2026
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"I don't mean to come here and freak you out," Scott said, though he knew there was no avoiding it. He'd been where they were before. It had felt like he was dying, back then. "I just don't want you to think you're the only ones, okay? There's lots of us."
Their eyes snapped to him in unison, startled and intense. Hollander croaked, "What?"
"There's over sixteen hundred guys in the MLH and AHL," he reminded them, because it had felt improbable to him when he first heard until he remembered the sheer size of the hockey world. "There's — well, we don't know how many of us there are, but there's at least seventeen of us that know each other. Plus you two. We watch out for each other."
His eyes enormous, Hollander asked, "There's, what? A secret underground gay hockey network?"
Scott shrugged. "Yeah, basically."
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Ilya and Shane find their way into The Tennis Club, a network of closeted hockey players that hook up - so long as everyone keeps it casual. Which is no problem! They can do casual, right?
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Bookmarked by Lilo19
01 Aug 2026
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Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.
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31 Jul 2026
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Wyatt was not, like, nosy. For sure, he was interested. He was curious. He engaged with people, obviously, because most people were interesting and engaging and had cool thoughts and said neat stuff if you asked.
So, no. Wyatt wasn’t nosy, but he wasn’t stupid, either.
Or: A Bromance Blooms In Ottawa
Or: The Ballad of Wyatt and Ilya- Language:
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31 Jul 2026
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Touch Me Like No One Has Touched Me Before by Riastarstruck
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Jul 2026
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The large man on the other side of the door was nothing like the hazy idea of a woman he’d been trying to build in his mind. He was tall and broad, obviously built beneath his soft-looking black sweater and leather jacket. His blond curls were slicked back enough to highlight the high, sharp line of his cheekbones and attractive mouth.
“You are Mr Gordie Jones, yes?” There was enough inflection on the name to let them both know it was a stupid alias, but one they’d agreed on.
“Yes, but who are you?”
The other man smiled, it was devastatingly handsome and had the cool, easy charisma of someone who knew how attractive people found him.
“I am Ilya, I am your company for the night.”
“No,” Shane shook his head. Ilya’s smile took on a teasing edge.
“Yes.”
“No." Shane blurted.
Ilya’s expression turned thoughtful, his sharp eyes flicked over Shane and his expression lost the easy flirtation he’d entered the room with.After a lot of research and overthinking, Shane Hollander decides to hire a professional Dominant to walk him through his first foray into BDSM, but there is a mixup at the agency and they send Ilya Rozanov instead.
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30 Jul 2026
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Dr. Rozanov's Training Program by GentleZyn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Aug 2026
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“Right, Mr. Hollander, I see you are here to be evaluated for the training program.”
Shane’s eyebrows raise in surprise. He had been given very little information. When he showed up for his appointment he was not told anything about what would happen. He was just told to undress and then he was strapped down to the exam table and left there.
Dr. Rozanov’s eyes meet his. He must see the confusion, “the training program for disobedient sluts,” he clarifies.
Fuck.
Shane can feel his skin heat up against the cold air in the room. He’s probably blushing a furious red. “I’m not a slut,” he mumbles.
Dr. Rozanov's lips twitch. He looks amused. “That is what they all say.”Series
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30 Jul 2026
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“We, uh, Brian and I, that is. We decided to open up the relationship.”
“Okay?” Ilya says, voice flat. “What is that?”
Hollander shrugs. His posture has gone stiff again. “It. It means we’re still together, but we can also like...see other people. Or not see, because we’re not dating anyone else but, uh. Fuck. Fuck other people.”
Oh.
“And this is why you texted me?” Ilya asks.
In a way, it’s almost better. Hollander and his boyfriend breaking up and Ilya reaping the rewards would be enjoyable. Ilya having to work for that reward himself, getting the chance to fuck Hollander so good he forgets all about that loser who attached himself to him like a parasite before he was old enough to know better?
Well. Ilya loves a challenge.
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Bookmarked by Lilo19
30 Jul 2026
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Love is miserable, Ilya thinks. It's dirty work. It fights worse than an MLH enforcer with a drinking problem and seven missing teeth. It'll toss you about and break your bones and leave you bleeding out on the ice.
He's been in love twice, and both times he fucked it.
The first time, he hadn't even known what it was until it was gone. He had learned its shape from the hole it left behind. Hollander had gone. Poof, whoosh, like a ghost. All that was left was the man on the ice, jaw tense and eyes dead, who played like Ilya was a bug to be crushed. Ilya tried to play so dirty Hollander would throw down his gloves and then they could at least touch each other again, fist to face, but all he got was decked by a series of troglodytes in Metros jerseys.
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Bookmarked by Lilo19
30 Jul 2026