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• Sons Of The Silent Age by Lunestica

  Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Major Character Death
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  04 Oct 2026

  Tags

  • Major Character Death
  • Johnny Cade/Ponyboy Curtis
  • Darrel "Darry" Curtis Jr./Paul Holden
  • Johnny Cade & Darrel "Darry" Curtis Jr. & Ponyboy Curtis & Sodapop Curtis & Two-Bit Mathews & Steve Randle & Dallas Winston
  • Ponyboy Curtis & Curly Shepard
  • Two-Bit Mathews/Dallas Winston
  • Tim Shepard - Relationship
  • Ponyboy Curtis
  • Sodapop Curtis
  • Darrel "Darry" Curtis Jr.
  • Johnny Cade
  • Dallas Winston
  • Two-Bit Mathews
  • Steve Randle
  • Curly Shepard
  • Tim Shepard
  • Paul Holden
  • Post-Canon
  • Angst
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Internalized Homophobia
  • Ponyboy Curtis has PTSD
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • Ponyboy Curtis Needs a Hug
  • POV Ponyboy Curtis
  • 1960s
  • Period-Typical Homophobia
  • no beta we die like dally and johnny

  Summary

  It's been a year or so since everything happened in Tulsa, and a 15 or so Ponyboy isn't doing great. Nobody is, actually.

  Basically a shit ton of angst and pony handling his feelings for a dead guy :]

  Wrote this on my school computer fml

  I'm gonna try really hard to put out more updates!! School is kickin my ass rn tho

  I couldn't find a tag but YES!! TITLE IS BASED OFF THE DAVID BOWIE SONG!!!

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  7,403

  Chapters:

  5/?

  Comments:

  14

  Kudos:

  18

  Bookmarks:

  3

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