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Eddie Diaz and The Five Stages Of Grieving His Heterosexuality by EMCA
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Apr 2026
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“Hey, so tell me this is none of my business, but…” Ravi started, from the seat next to Eddie in the back of the car.
“It’s none of your business” Eddie muttered in response; his cheek pressed against the car window.
“But…” Ravi insisted, earning a groan from Eddie.
Ravi persisted, nonetheless.
“Is there… is there something going on with you two? You and Buck, I mean” Ravi asked, tentatively.
“What are you talking about?” Eddie queried, suddenly becoming much more alert.
“I mean… you spent the whole night staring at him, you didn’t seem particularly interested in talking to anyone else, especially any of the women… is there… is there something going on there?” Ravi asked quietly.
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Stage One: Denial
Stage Two: Anger
Stage Three: Bargaining
Stage Four: Depression
Stage Five: AcceptanceEddie’s repressed sexuality and true feelings for Buck are slowly unlocked through 5 passing encounters with various members of the extended 118 family. Each encounter represents a different stage of the grief process, as Eddie learns to grieve the version of himself he thought he knew and how to accept the version of himself he really was all along.
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28 Apr 2026
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𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑡𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑑, 𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑥𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑜. 𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑎 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑡ℎ 𝐸𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑠 𝑓𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦. 𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑎 𝑔𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑡 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘’𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝. 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑦'𝑟𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑛𝑜 𝑟𝑢𝑠ℎ 𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑢𝑠ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑢𝑛𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠. 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑦'𝑙𝑙 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦, 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑖𝑡𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒. 𝑆𝑜 𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑛𝑜𝑤, ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑢𝑛. 𝐸𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑠𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑖𝑚. 𝐼𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑒𝑛𝑑, 𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑠 ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑖𝑚.
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𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐸𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜𝑔𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘 ℎ𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛. 𝐸𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑠 ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 - 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑'𝑠 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠.
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05 Apr 2026
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Eddie is thrown in to the deep end on his second shift at the 118, when an earthquake hits lower Los Angeles.
It is at a collapsing Heat House that he encounters a pregnant, heat-crazed, male omega, who kicks and fights with all he has left as Eddie rescues him. Buck.
Six months later, the US government starts a campaign to provide decorated war veterans with a reward for their service, and Eddie is left shocked to find a far more docile- and notably babyless- Buck kneeling at his front door.
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- Part 1 of Silver Star 'verse
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13 Mar 2026
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The Lightwoods of New York and the Bane of Bali form an alliance through the marriage of Alexander Lightwood, a powerful mafia boss, and Magnus Bane, the son of Bali's feared mafia leader. What starts as a strategic union quickly turns dangerous, as betrayal and secrets surface. In the Lightwood home, Magnus faces hidden enemies, while Alec uncovers threats that could destroy them both. Their lives are about to change in ways neither expected, and survival will mean choosing who to trust when trust could be deadly.
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13 Oct 2025
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Imperfect CEO yet perfect Alec Lightwood is looking for a omega who will have three qualities.
Number one he had to obey Alec and couldn't ask questions about how much he would be late and what his favourite things blah blah.
Number two he had to manage his children, especially Max. So Alec could live freely without any headache in his meetings.
Next come and the last one he could never ask for Love. Because Alec couldn't give him this.
However when in the most unexpected way he found an omega who wake up his dark desire. He's nothing like the Alpha expected. Will love blossom still ?
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12 Oct 2025