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Eddie Diaz and The Five Stages Of Grieving His Heterosexuality by EMCA
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Apr 2026
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“Hey, so tell me this is none of my business, but…” Ravi started, from the seat next to Eddie in the back of the car.
“It’s none of your business” Eddie muttered in response; his cheek pressed against the car window.
“But…” Ravi insisted, earning a groan from Eddie.
Ravi persisted, nonetheless.
“Is there… is there something going on with you two? You and Buck, I mean” Ravi asked, tentatively.
“What are you talking about?” Eddie queried, suddenly becoming much more alert.
“I mean… you spent the whole night staring at him, you didn’t seem particularly interested in talking to anyone else, especially any of the women… is there… is there something going on there?” Ravi asked quietly.
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Stage One: Denial
Stage Two: Anger
Stage Three: Bargaining
Stage Four: Depression
Stage Five: AcceptanceEddie’s repressed sexuality and true feelings for Buck are slowly unlocked through 5 passing encounters with various members of the extended 118 family. Each encounter represents a different stage of the grief process, as Eddie learns to grieve the version of himself he thought he knew and how to accept the version of himself he really was all along.
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28 Apr 2026
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𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑡𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑑, 𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑥𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑜. 𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑎 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑡ℎ 𝐸𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑠 𝑓𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦. 𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑎 𝑔𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑡 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘’𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝. 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑦'𝑟𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑛𝑜 𝑟𝑢𝑠ℎ 𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑢𝑠ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑢𝑛𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠. 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑦'𝑙𝑙 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦, 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑖𝑡𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒. 𝑆𝑜 𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑛𝑜𝑤, ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑢𝑛. 𝐸𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑠𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑖𝑚. 𝐼𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑒𝑛𝑑, 𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑠 ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑖𝑚.
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𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐸𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜𝑔𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘 ℎ𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛. 𝐸𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑠 ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝐵𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 - 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑'𝑠 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠.
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05 Apr 2026
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Eddie is thrown in to the deep end on his second shift at the 118, when an earthquake hits lower Los Angeles.
It is at a collapsing Heat House that he encounters a pregnant, heat-crazed, male omega, who kicks and fights with all he has left as Eddie rescues him. Buck.
Six months later, the US government starts a campaign to provide decorated war veterans with a reward for their service, and Eddie is left shocked to find a far more docile- and notably babyless- Buck kneeling at his front door.
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- Part 1 of Silver Star 'verse
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- English
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- 26/30
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13 Mar 2026
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The Lightwoods of New York and the Bane of Bali form an alliance through the marriage of Alexander Lightwood, a powerful mafia boss, and Magnus Bane, the son of Bali's feared mafia leader. What starts as a strategic union quickly turns dangerous, as betrayal and secrets surface. In the Lightwood home, Magnus faces hidden enemies, while Alec uncovers threats that could destroy them both. Their lives are about to change in ways neither expected, and survival will mean choosing who to trust when trust could be deadly.
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13 Oct 2025
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Imperfect CEO yet perfect Alec Lightwood is looking for a omega who will have three qualities.
Number one he had to obey Alec and couldn't ask questions about how much he would be late and what his favourite things blah blah.
Number two he had to manage his children, especially Max. So Alec could live freely without any headache in his meetings.
Next come and the last one he could never ask for Love. Because Alec couldn't give him this.
However when in the most unexpected way he found an omega who wake up his dark desire. He's nothing like the Alpha expected. Will love blossom still ?
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12 Oct 2025
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Magnus narrowed his eyes. “You’re using your concerned voice, which I hate.”
“You’re getting a partner.”
Magnus sat up straight. “What the fuck, Ragnor?”
“I know, I know,” Ragnor said, holding up a hand. “Just hear me out. He’s transferred from Los Angeles, nearly got himself fired. His father’s an old friend of mine — Capt. Lightwood. I’ve known the kid since he was in diapers. He’s a good cop. Smart. Passionate. But… a bit of a loose cannon. Kind of like someone else I know, back when they used to wear more eyeliner than sense.”
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The first week had been... rough. They were both stubborn, with completely different work ethics, which had left its mark on their first days together. On top of that, Magnus was still upset about having cut his vacation short.
They started with easy jobs - like the occasional drunk who thought urinating in a public fountain was a protest against capitalism. Magnus breezed through the days with detours into half the bars and cafés in the borough, calling them "informant check-ins." Alec called them "wasting police resources" under his breath.The second week was a tiny bit better.
By the third week, they even laughed.
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12 Oct 2025
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REAL LIFE AU
MALEC
SLIGHTLY YOUNGER THAN ALEC MAGNUSAfter suffering in an unhealthy, abusive relationship for too long Magnus finally escapes. Battered and bruised but alive. He ends up to the Institute, a shelter meant for domestic abuse victims. Sadly starting a new life isn’t easy.
After living a life of tragedy and violence Alec is devoted to helping others. Especially Max, his little brother who has become more of a son to him. He’s given up on any thought of a relationship after his previous one left him shattered in many ways.
Will the two men who have been through too much manage to become friends, and more? Especially when too often it feels like everything stands in their way. Are the potentially best things worth fighting for?
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25 Apr 2025
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REAL LIFE AU
Actor Magnus
Ranch owner / horse trainer Alec
MALECMagnus Bane is a famous actor who faces one of his greatest fears for a role as he decides to learn horseback riding. One of his lessons ends tragically. Magnus loses a leg and one of his dearest friends. He’s left emotionally and physically scarred. So is the horse he rode, Henna.
Alec Lightwood, a ranch owner specialized in helping troubled horses, takes on his greatest challenge yet upon agreeing to try helping Henna, and Magnus. Will he succeed?
As recovery progresses frustratingly slowly and seasons change, Alec and Magnus confront their demons. And learn unexpected things about each other. Will they dare to open their hearts to one another?
LOOSELY INSPIRED BY THE MOVIE AND BOOK ‘The Horse Whisperer’
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20 Apr 2025
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La vie en rose by Koascrive
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
05 May 2025
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Magnus Bane is a famous dancer who lives in New York with Chairman Meow, his cat and he’s surrounded by all the people he loves. His friends Catarina, Raphael and Ragnor, Tessa and Jem, always in travel and, above all, Clary and Jocelyn, Magnus’ neighbors that he considered like a part of his family. One night, backing from Pandemonium, he realizes that someone is attacking Clary and that the same person had just kidnapped Jocelyn. Driven by a surge of courage, he helps Clary to escape. With that action, however, Magnus put himself in danger. And that’s why in his life arrives Alec Lightwood, a young agent from a government agency called “Shadowhunters” with a terrible inferiority complex, that with his sweetness he’ll charm him.
Loosely inspired by the movie "Bodyguard" (very loosely).
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20 Apr 2025
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‘THIS WORLD INVERTED’ VERSION
Alternate Alec
Alternate Magnus
MPREGSparks fly immediately when Alec Lightwood and Magnus Bane meet. They end up seeing each other three more times. Then Alec accidentally finds something that makes him wonder who, exactly, the man he feels so very drawn to actually is.
Little does Alec know that Magnus being a warlock isn’t the only huge surprise he’ll end up facing, How will the two men handle the prospect of becoming parents together in the most unexpected way? Will the sparks between them grow to love?
PROMPT BY @KatoVartanian
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08 Sep 2023
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The Bachelor by Sparkles436
Fandoms: The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare, The Bachelor
28 Nov 2021
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Magnus gets talked into being the first ever Bi-sexual Bachelor, and Alec gets dragged into being one of the dates last minute, against his will. What could possibly go wrong?
A sweet, light and happy story with (hopefully) lots of smiles, laughs, misunderstandings, and sweet moments along the way. Malec is always my end game, I promise.
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- Part 1 of The Bachelor Series
- Language:
- English
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- 256,757
- Chapters:
- 29/29
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- 1,076
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28 Aug 2023
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Buzz is building around the queer extravaganza that’s planned for this season’s run with a bisexual Bachelor - England’s own star pro-rugby player Nicholas Nelson. But what are the showmakers going to do for twelve episodes if their Bachelor and one of the newcomer contestants have fallen in love at first sight?
‘Would you … kiss someone, in front of the cameras?’ Charlie asks, his heart hammering louder than the music in his ears. He moves his body again, feet squeaking closer to Nick’s, his finger where it lies along Nick’s finger on the floor suddenly pressing. He hitches in a breath as he feels Nick’s pinky finger hook onto his.
Nick looks at him, his head drifting slightly closer, then he takes a quick breath and looks away. ‘I don’t know … maybe?’ he says.
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- Chapters:
- 35/35
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04 Sep 2022
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20 Jun 2022
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Alexander hates the entire concept of soulmate marks. From a young age, he’s seen the flaw in their design. His father is his mother’s soulmate, but she is not his, Isabelle's words are most certainly written by mundane, and the words on Jace's collarbone are not the first words Alec said to him.
And when Alec's own mark comes in, he hates it all the more.
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- Part 1 of Flawed Design
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- Words:
- 81,315
- Chapters:
- 31/31
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06 Nov 2021
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Kissing In The Rain by suchawannabe56
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types
04 Sep 2021
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Alec meets Magnus on a work trip to London. The two hit it off, but after spending time together, life gets in the way taking Alec back to New York, having forgotten to ask Magnus for his number. After months, Alec looks up and sees the last person he expected it see.
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- Words:
- 16,319
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Collections:
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- 17
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- 341
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- 63
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17 Oct 2021
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The mail order bride by codenamepenguin for simplepleasures101
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV)
26 Dec 2022
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Cattle rancher Alec Lightwood, desperately needs help to take care of baby Max. M. Bane seems like a good candidate
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 59,563
- Chapters:
- 30/30
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04 Sep 2021
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Magnus Bane has been working for about six years at Lightwood Comp.
He isn't a lover of his work, and the only break that he receives in his life are the outings with his friends on Saturday nights, but he can't leave his job... Why?
Because he's crazy and secretly in love with his boss Alec Lightwood for five years... which has a perfect life, powerful parents, lovely brothers and dazzling girlfriend... Or that's what makes other people believe, including Magnus.------------------------
After a few minutes of caressing his cat, Magnus gets out of bed, taking off his pyjama pants and underwear. He goes totally naked towards the shower, but not before going to the drawer to look for clean underwear and a white shirt.
"Don't look at me like that, Chairman Meow... we both have the same thing," says Magnus, pointing to the cat with his index finger and half-closing eyes. The cat, still sitting on Magnus' bed, responds with a gentle movement of the tail, caressing the sheets.- I thought so- answers Magnus with a smile- Now, let your daddy get handsome to flirt with his boss-.Bookmarked by Mamyad
22 Aug 2021
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Alexander Lightwood is happy. He has a stable job, loving family and is a father to a 7-year-old Ben - a boy with wild imagination. His life feels complete and he doesn’t wish to change it.
Enters Magnus Bane. His second bakery has just opened in Prospect Park, next to the path Alec and his son take to school every morning. He is energetic and a true match for Ben’s creativeness. As the three grow closer Alec and Magnus have to decide what to do with the connection neither of them expected to form.
- Language:
- English
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- 43,474
- Chapters:
- 16/16
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25 Jun 2021
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How far are you willing to go for the one you love? How far are you willing to go to make sure they are safe? How far are you willing to go to fix their heart? How far is too far?
The story of Detective Alec Lightwood and Assistant District Attorney Magnus Bane, who try to fix each other's lives to make sure the other is safe. But little do they know that trying to fix things can sometimes leave them more broken than before.
A Malec Law Enforcement AU that is angsty af.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 157,283
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- 21/21
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15 Mar 2021
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Nice career, good marriage, money - life was supposed to be perfect, no? Alec married Lydia when he was young, thinking that he made the right decision, but after a few years he realises that he wants to be happy. And that is how Alec gives himself another chance to find his true love... the path leading him to Brooklyn's most famous matchmaker...
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09 Jan 2021