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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    "I knew you were there," Robin says and, holding Strike's hand, falls asleep – at least for a few hours before she wakes during the night, finding herself in an entirely different position.

    (diverges from canon right after chapter 89 in The Running Grave)

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    15 Nov 2025

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    "Carter, why don’t you enlighten us on where exactly you’ve been and what exactly you’ve been doing?”

    Trying to ascertain what it is he wants her to say, she takes a moment first to read his eyes. “I’ve been with you almost the entire time sir.”

    The visible tension in his body tells her that his emotions are still firmly fixed in pissed off mode. “Well, obviously not.”

    Clearly something isn’t right.

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    18 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 90

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    “Nothing’s different,” Ellie tries to talk Joel off the ledge the best way she knows how. “Except that fucking…thing. It was different. It was smart. And I just thought…What if, ya know?”

    Joel’s right in front of her. He sinks to his knees, which is honestly for the best before he passes out and knocks his head against the hardwood floors. “What are you asking me here, kiddo?”

    The nickname tugs at years old memories, tussles with months old anger. Settles in her hours old desire to be held by him again. The desire she’s brushing off and shoving down. Even if she is going to die, it doesn’t mean Joel gets to be off the hook. All it means is that he’d ruined everything all so she could die in the name of fucking nothing in Jackson Hole, Wyoming instead.

    Ellie squares her shoulders as she tilts up her chin. She holds him hostage with her gaze and implores him with the earnesty of her expression. “I need you to wait with me to see if I turn. And if I do,” she pauses, swallows, wishes she could look anywhere besides right into his eyes, “I need you to put a bullet in my head.”

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    14 May 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 84

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    “You wanna tell me about this infected you and Dina decided to lie to the council about?” Joel asks as he carefully guides the needle through her skin. She winces but doesn’t flinch, breathing through the pinprick of the needle each time it pokes through. “They clocked that immediately, by the way.”

    “Council sessions are confidential,” she says dryly. “Privacy privilege to ensure honesty.”

    They both look to the other and exchange a mutual raised eyebrows look about how that tends to go in practice given how quickly gossip spreads in Jackson, and for a moment, a single wonderful, fiercely addictive moment, they're a unit again. She's fifteen, she can tell herself he's never lied about anything except her birthday treat to keep it a surprise, and the only tension between them is the words they haven't put to what he is to her.

    But the moment pops like a soap bubble, and she's nineteen and angry again, and the contentment fizzles to nothing like a sparkler burning out, leaving her blinking at black spots in the absence of its light.

    (2x01 except i make them talk to each other by employing mortal peril)

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    20 Apr 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    an AU for 24x09/10 "Matters of Life and Death." what if jack went to the students’ halloween party with nikki.

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    22 Mar 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 4

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    five times jack loved nikki and one time he told her so.

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    15 Feb 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 6

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    The planets align.

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    09 Feb 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 4

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    Written for the fictober day 15 prompt: “not interested, thank you” .

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    “And that’s when she spots him. At the far end of the bar, alone, and all six foot of gorgeous Irish giant. Perhaps tonight won’t be so much of a ‘mare after all…”

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    08 Feb 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 19

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    After an unreasonably early conversation with her infuriatingly annoying siblings, Robin takes a leap that brings her a lot closer to what she truly wants.

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    01 Jan 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 13

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    Robin and Strike are making their way towards something, but the sudden appearance of Ryan Murphy raises doubts and questions.

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    05 Dec 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 70

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    But then Joel starts patrol. And he’s gone - outside the walls, without her there to watch his six, to stand on his bad side and hold his rifle for him when he needs to look for something in his bag. He’s got partners, sure, but they aren’t her. They don’t know him like she does: they don’t know the gait of his steps, the hitching whine of his left knee, the beat of his heart. Knowing Joel - the good and the bad and the funny and the painful and the sad- has been her job for a year. It was what she did. But now they’re in Jackson, and things are different. They have to be different.

    So she goes to school, and Joel goes on patrol.

    And Joel gets hurt.

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    After Joel is injured on patrol, Ellie spirals.

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    Fulfills the prompt: nightmares

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    03 Nov 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 30

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    Ellie’s crying again, quieter, the sound muffled by her arm or her backpack or her exhaustion. He sits there on his heels, thighs burning with the prolonged hold, fingertips braced against the cold floor of the cave for balance, and wonders what he should say, what he should do. He’s not good at this. Ellie knows this; she’s not expecting him to do anything, and he pretends like this makes it easier for him to lie back down and listen to her cry in the damp darkness of the cave. She’s only cargo, he tells himself. Cargo doesn’t need comfort.

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    Ellie gets a sunburn. Joel takes care of her.

    Rinse, and repeat.

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    Fulfills the prompt: Sunburn

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    08 Oct 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 53

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    Sam had been aware of his attention all day in a way she'd be hard pressed to define. The man was a master at looking without looking. They both were. He had an almost uncanny knack of appearing beside her when she needed him most, sometimes managing to cross whole rooms without appearing to move through the intervening space.

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    04 Sep 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 63

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    “Jesus, he’d destroy the world for you,” Jesse says with a laugh.

    Jesse’s joke hits her like a gut punch from an angry drill instructor. Ellie can’t breathe for a second, but then a weight she didn’t realize she was carrying lifts off of her chest. Oh shit. Fucking shit. Joel had destroyed the world for her. And she thinks she might have known this whole time.

    (Or: Ellie learns the truth about Salt Lake City and struggles with it.)

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    16 Apr 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 39

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    "You didn't need to come out, sir," she says. "I was doing an excellent job of not knocking on your door."

     

    PWP (mostly) episode tag to 6x16 Metamorphosis, with a heavy splash of angst.

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    08 Apr 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 13

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    A bit of a departure from my usual banter. I hope you like it.

    Thanks as always to Kateastrophe for her support

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    31 Mar 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 19

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    There are things he chooses to ignore, as he always does – the stale haze of weed that wafts through the door and clings to her clothes, the tattoo that curls down her arm, bold black lines forming fern leaves, the curves of the moth covering the most rippled parts of her burned skin…even the nonchalance in her greeting, laced with something akin to…disdain? that flickers across her face before surprise smooths it over. “Joel,” she groans, craning her neck to squint at the dark sky, “it’s stupid early, what –”

    “Hey, kiddo,” he says, with no missing affection, “headin’ out for a bit. You, uh…interested in taggin’ along?” She seems to scrutinize him, eyes raking over his gun, his pack, the clear markers that he isn't just out for a casual morning stroll – and he steels himself for the familiar cocktail of disappointment and rejection; for the fabricated excuse as to why she can’t join him, the patrol shift she’ll claim she already has (she doesn’t; he’s already made sure). She leans against the doorframe for just a moment, arms crossed, and lets out a low, tired sigh.

    “Yeah,” she says finally, shrugging. “Sure.”

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    Joel, his girls, and quite a few butterflies. Good Things Happen BINGO Prompt.

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    16 Mar 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 4

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    a post-ep for 27x10 "King's Cross." the tree we plant will bear fruit.

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    16 Feb 2024

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    Much like the other day, Ellie ends up sitting on the porch steps. Joel’s back even quicker this time. Almost like he’d left his first aid supplies sitting out and ready to attend as needed.

    More cleaning, this one hurts less. More gel liquid, this time rubbed in a bit better. And more bandaids, these ones something other than plain, boring beige. Not princesses either, usually the first thing adults reached for when they mixed the two factors of Little Girl and Injured together.

    Nope. This guy has dinosaur bandaids.

    “Dude, I fucking love dinos!”

    Joel’s head swivels up, eyes going from her carefully patched up elbow to meet Ellie’s gaze. She wants to ask him how he knew. She wants to ask to see the rest of the designs in the box. She wants to tell him all of the other things she loves.

    “S’pose I picked right then,” he says, almost like he’d been standing in the aisle, contemplating what exactly that might be.

    “You did,” is how Ellie answers him, not bothering with a thank you.

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    or: Ellie is Joel's next door neighbor who's hellbent on learning to ride a bike to get where she needs to go. Little does she know that place is right across the street.

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    17 Jan 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 68

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    Joel takes care of Ellie after Silver Lake.

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    02 Jan 2024

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