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    Through the haze of darkness and body heat and drunken partygoers, all Shane could see was Ilya. His eyes were fixed on Shane and Rose: the way she touched him, the way she kissed him, the way they moved together. And the look on Ilya’s face - the agony in his eyes - pierced Shane like a blade through his heart.

    It made him want to peel his skin off; made him feel ashamed for having a body that had been touched by someone other than Ilya.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Shane’s voice was almost a whisper as he admitted, “I fucked up.”

    Ilya stopped in his tracks, “What do you mean?”

    “He knows. Scott Hunter fucking knows.”
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    OR: Shane calls Ilya crying after the fight. Ilya yells at Scott Hunter about it.
    *Now with Kip's POV in part 2!

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    10 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Oh my God
    This is just
    So funny
    And unhinged. But in the best way. I freaking love it 😂

    Protective Ilya 🔥

    “Are you such baby you cannot handle little chirp? Hollander don’t hurt you – he don’t hurt fly – and you swing at him because you can?”

    Ilya pushed Scott into the door, feeling it shake on its hinges. He pressed his forearm to Scott’s throat, “You want to swing at someone you swing at me.” He gave him a little shake, “I swing back.”

    “I’d like to see you try.”

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    Post-sex, Shane wakes up nonverbal and floaty in Ilya’s arms at the cottage.

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    10 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Sweetest caretaking scene ever, omg. My heart 💕❤️❤️❤️

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    What if Shane was the one that almost died in a plane crash in The Long Game?

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    10 Jan 2026

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    “My - it’s my,” Shane pants, his hand flapping like Ilya’s sometimes does when he’s searching for an English translation that he can’t quite remember. Shane’s heart squeezes painfully. “He’s-“

    He wants to say my boyfriend is on that plane. He wants to cry, and throw things, and scream the love of my life might be dying while we stand here. But he doesn’t. He can’t. His voice can’t find the words, can’t find the strength to speak, and even if he could - would he? Would Shane tell the whole world that for him, it has always been Ilya? Will only ever be Ilya?

     

    (Or, the plane scene in The Long Game goes a little differently.)

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    09 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Perfection. How I wish the plane scene would have gone. So romantic 💕