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After a lifetime of psychological manipulation at the hands of her therapist parents, Lucy Chen seeks solace and purpose in the police academy. Finally free, she falls for Dean, unaware he's about to become her worst nightmare. Trapped in an abusive relationship, with her own parents complicit in her torment, Lucy arrives on the force as a rookie, broken and obedient. Her only goal is to survive. But when she's partnered with the perceptive Tim, her carefully constructed walls begin to crumble. Will Tim be the lifeline Lucy desperately needs, or will the darkness of her past consume her completely?
I do not own any of these characters except for dean and any other ocs I add in, Lucy's backstory is also very different in this.
Warnings: abuse, sexual assault, manipulation, scars, suicidal thoughts, eating disorders, possessiveness, depression, anxiety. Warnings will be displayed on each chapter.
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- Part 1 of Lucy + Tim <3
Bookmarked by Melschee8056
27 Dec 2025
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Last read: chapter 12
Summary: lucy was emotionally, psychologically and sexualy (her step father) abused but bother parents as a child and enters a relationship thats abusive on all four fronts, she has a severe eating disorder and has come into work multiple times with bruises and such but only tim noticed. Dean(the now abusive ex) has almost killed her multiple times including having waterboarded her which led her to have secondary drowning. She's a few weeks into her rookie year and has been stabbed by her step dad for leaving Dean (her abusive ex). The entire mid-wilshire police department has been trying to figure out what happened whilst lucy was under deep sedation and have questioned Dean but now that shes awake tim and grey are on there way to get a statement from her. Also tim and Jackson are her emergency contact numbersLast few paragraphs:
Tim nodded, already heading toward the door, feeling the urgent need to move, to see her, to confirm the truth of the nurse’s words.
Angela stepped forward, grabbing his shoulder once more, this time in shared excitement. “Go. Get the truth. I’ll keep Dean warm. He’s enjoying being smug right now—let’s see how he likes it when we walk back in here with a name and a warrant signed based on Lucy’s testimony.”
“We’ll be fast,” Tim promised.
He didn't wait for Grey to join him; he was already out the door and running toward the shop, the hopeful realization settling over him: Lucy was alive. She was awake. He was going to hear her voice again, and this time, he wouldn't tell her to stop rambling. He'd just listen. -
The Foster kid (You can count on me like one, two, three) by Whumpismymiddlename
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
10 Nov 2025
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What if?
The one where Aaron Hotchner fosters a child from the government’s education grant program named Spencer Reid.
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- Part 6 of The Multiverse Of Spencer Reid
Bookmarked by Melschee8056
25 Nov 2025
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Last read: chapter 10
Summary: spencer gets put into hotches custody as hes going through a gifted kids program. The government told hotch spencer was 12, hes not he 9. He very rarely speaks sleeps and eats. Spencers education is threatened (if he didnt pass his exams to get a doctorate with flying colours he'd be kicked out of the programme) and is now in hospital due to sever burn out.Last few paragraphs:
Rossi put a steady hand on his shoulder. “You didn’t know. You thought he was older. If anyone is at gault here its the damn program for lying about his age. For making him do so much work so quickly just so can continue to go to school. You're doing your best Aaron and that's all that kid could ask for.”Hotch shook his head. “My best wasn’t enough.”
They stood in silence, watching the boy behind the glass.
Small. Still. And so heartbreakingly tired.
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Being six is a pain. Spencer is well aware of that fact. He is too young to be taken seriously, but is old enough to know when things aren't quite right.
At least Spencer has one place of solace, a crawl space under the house where he can hide whenever everything else feels too much for him.
When the BAU are in town, can they help him? And is Spencer ever going to know true safety?Bookmarked by Melschee8056
20 Nov 2025
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Last read: chaper 41
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She still felt guilty when she saw the scars across his face and the way he still struggled walking for any length of time, but she was proud of the boy he had become. Spencer was kind, intelligent, funny and caring. He worked hard at everything and valued other people as much as he valued himself, if not more. He was the exact opposite of his father, and she couldn’t be happier about that.That evening, the pair of them laid in her bed cuddled in a pile of blankets, books piled around them. Diana’s voice drifted through the room making Sandy smile as she crocheted in the corner. Eventually, after an hour of reading, mother and son fell asleep. Sandy pulled out her phone and sent a photo to Alex.
‘All is good here, your baby is happy.’
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When Aaron Hotchner receives a phone call at midnight from a lawyer he crossed paths with in the past, he wasn't expecting to end up temporary guardian of a seven year old, especially not a seven year old with reported behavioural issues. But the more time he spends with Spencer, the more he wonders if what Spencer's father said about him was wrong.
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19 Nov 2025
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Last read: chapter 13
Summary: Spencer gets sent to stay with hotch while his dad is on a work trip, Spencer is trying follow rules, but Hotch doesn't know what rules Spencer is playing by. Derek and Penelope babysit Spencer and have some concerns. Penelope is determined to get to the truth. Garcia and Hotch chat about Spencer's past, Spencer visits the BAU and is recognised... Katie explains her reaction to seeing Spencer, then talks with Spencer. JJ comes round with some space books for Spencer to look at and Hotch finds some things in the attic that he thinks Spencer will enjoy looking at. Spencer meets with Katie again, this time with a therapist listening in. Hotch tells Spencer that he can get medical help, see the dentist and the optician. He doesn't expect to end up in the hospital that afternoon! Hotch is waiting for Spencer to return from surgery. Spencer wakes up and is more coherent. Disturbing revelations are made about his past. Spencer starts calling hotch dad. Spencer is disharged from the hospital and is given a new toy to play with while he's recovering.Last paragraphs:
“No. One of the books JJ got was about a boy called Ben having a birthday party. He was given presents and after the party he wrote thank you cards to everyone. So I thought that was the right thing to do.”
Penelope gave him a hug, “It’s definitely a nice thing to do. And I’m sure everyone else will be delighted with their cards. And if not I’ll switch their coffee to decaf!”
Spencer laughed, having spent time with Rossi, he was now nothing short of a coffee connoisseur and knew what a crime that would be. -
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"Eddie takes a step backwards taking one hand off of the doorframe, Buck goes to step through, trying to get away as soon as possible. Until Eddie steps in front of him, blocking the path with his body.
“This isn’t over” Eddies voice is sharp. He doesn’t ask, he tells Buck this is not over. He nods and walk away. Coward, he tell himself."
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Evan Buckley spent his childhood injuring himself in hopes to capture his mothers attention. When even those efforts stop working, Buck finds a new way to gain his mothers sympathy. Buck falls down a dark path battling Bulimia/Anorexia, years of his life given to the sickness.He leaves home after high school, travels the country + Peru and lands in Los Angeles. Buck steps foot in station 118, in search of a job; he finds so much more
Or - Buck is suffering, and Eddies the only person who notices.
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- Part 2 of Eating disorder Buck
Bookmarked by Melschee8056
18 Nov 2025
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Last read:chapter 23
Summary: buck has been suffering with severe bulimia for 10 years, he enters the 118 after traveling and falls in love with Eddie straight away. After eating with the team Eddie catches him purging, finds out hes living in his car and basically makes buck move in. They kiss, Eddie spirals with internal homophia. Buck shows him its okay, later eddie makes buck pancakes, buck freaks out as its one of his fear foods and tells Eddie about it and says a safe food of his. Promises to helps then picks up chris from school. Chris and buck meet and hit it off, they all make pizza buck manages 2 slices. Later that night buck throws up and chris hears him, tells Eddie and Eddie gets the truth, they say i love you for the first time after all of 3 days. Buck eats pancakes is left alone for 3 hours, almost spirals then Eddie asks if he wants to come to the station and eat with them all. He agrees.Last paragraph read:
Buck ends the call after Eddie says goodbye back to him, the reality of what he just agreed to soaking in.
The last time he had dinner at the station, it ended with him face first in the toilet and Eddie caging him in the bathroom looking to interrogate him.
But so much has changed since then, Buck has someone now – he has Eddie.
What could go wrong?