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please don't let me go down by hopeless_hope
Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
17 May 2019
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A sound leaves Peter then, high-pitched and full of grief, and the lights flicker on to the dimmest setting. Peter barely registers the blurred shape that walks towards him and pulls him close, one hand at the back of his head and the other arm around his heaving shoulders.
Peter inhales shakily, and he recognizes the smell of Tony - a mixture of metal from working in the lab all day and the faint smell of fancy cologne.
“T-Tony,” Peter cries, feeling more like a child than ever. It’s been months since he’s let himself cry like this, and he can’t help but grasp Tony’s shirt tightly, afraid of sinking under the weight of it all.
“I’m here, buddy,” Tony says quietly but firmly, holding the kid just a little tighter. “I’m right here.”
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Two times Peter goes running back to May. Two times Tony is there for him afterwards.
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- Part 3 of i feel worthy, somehow
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19 Feb 2026
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to this day by hopeless_hope
Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
22 Jan 2019
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Peter doesn’t know how he let it happen.
He doesn’t know this now, but abuse isn’t something you let happen. It’s something that happens to you. It’s something that’s done to you.
But to this day, he blames himself.
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It's months before anyone realizes May's boyfriend abuses Peter. The effects are lasting.
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15 Feb 2026
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heavy in my bones by hopeless_hope
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
30 Sep 2018
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Being a teenaged superhero in high school is hard enough. Adding chronic pain to the mix? It’s nearly impossible.
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Five times Peter lied to someone about his chronic pain, and one time he told the truth and got the help he needed.
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12 Feb 2026
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to build a home by hopeless_hope
Fandom Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
02 Jan 2019
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After the snap, Peter comes back, but nothing is the same. He's now faced with near-crippling anxiety, depression, and PTSD. But thankfully, he's got a Tony and amazing friends and family to help rebuild everything he'd lost. Recovery isn't easy, but it's worth it.
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09 Feb 2026
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leave me where i am (i'm only sleeping) by hopeless_hope for losingmymindtonight
Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
17 Apr 2019
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“What’s nothing compared to aliens invading our planet?” Tony asks, walking into the room. “Do I even want to know?”
Sam just smirks and points to the ceiling, laughing as he watches Tony’s face morph into one of pure disbelief as he takes in the sight of Peter laying in the middle of the ceiling, fast asleep.
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Peter can't sleep. So, naturally, he paces the ceiling.
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09 Feb 2026