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Dazai Osamu has been in a coma for exactly one year, seven months, and twenty-two days. But Death still refuses to take him.
Trapped in the space between worlds and unable to die, Dazai waits, killing what precious time he may have left and hoping—praying—that his family will pull the plug and move on. He doesn't expect someone to move into his old apartment instead.
Nakahara Chuuya, two-time Grammy awards winner, and freshly unemployed pessimist, has never believed in fate, much less the supernatural. But the lively—if a bit annoying—ghost of his apartment's previous tenant, might just change everything.
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Bookmarked by Merusaultsoukokudabest
21 Mar 2026
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i underestimated this fic so much and it backfired , also the mcd tag did fucking nothing to my tears 11/10
(and the authors favorite word is still because whenever i fucking read a line a character stills and to this day idk why they do ) -
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Dazai’s vision was assaulted with fiery hair, ocean eyes, fair skin… The man wore scrubs with little paw prints on them and Dazai felt his mouth dry up.
Why he had that reaction, he would ponder on later during one of his sleepless nights because Dazai had never been one for experiencing emotions, and at the moment that weird organ in his chest was fluttering-
Perhaps this man was so hideous that Dazai had gone into cardiac arrest.
Or
Dazai was introduced to two very important figures in his life that night, One being the dog he nearly ran over, and the other being the fiery redheaded veterinarian who coddled said dog
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- Part 17 of All hail our lord and savior Chuuya Nakahara
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Bookmarked by Merusaultsoukokudabest
09 Mar 2026
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i love this fic so much yall have no idea A MUST READ
EDIT: it bothers me how nonchalant chuuya is in this , also dw dazai i sound like a dying animal when i sing too <3 ( i dont but anything for the husband)
also this fic made me realize im a dumb piece of shit and cant differentiate between engagement and marriage , its not my fault that none gets married on newyears anyway. -
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Chuuya opens the screen of his phone only to find messages from a dating app he’s pretty sure he deleted. He thinks he deleted it because everyone there looked like shit, assholes, or just weren’t his type. He liked what? Three people? He's genuinely surprised to find out the tall brunet he liked matched with him.
[Dazai Osamu]: This is a pleasant surprise.
[Dazai Osamu]: Didn’t think you’d find me attractive.
[Dazai Osamu]: No wait! Of course you would!! I’m insanely handsome, after all.Chuuya stares at the messages for a moment. This Dazai guy sounds like a bastard, but Chuuya has to admit he is insanely handsome. He supposes it won’t hurt to reply.
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Chuuya meets Dazai through a dating app which leads to them having mind-blowing sex together only for Chuuya to learn the next day that Dazai is, in fucking fact, the Executive of Mori Corporation who’s been overseas for the past three years. But what’s the problem? Well the problem is that Chuuya can’t look Dazai in the eyes. Not after all the things he said, thinking he’d never need to see Osamu again. Honestly, fuck him (Dazai did, multiple times) and his life.
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Bookmarked by Merusaultsoukokudabest
19 Feb 2026
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moral of the story : the guy you meet from tinder is destined to be tender with you (what the fuck am i even saying)
on a serious note , the crab flavoured lubricant CARRIED THIS -
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Nakahara Chuuya has just entered college, and he thinks he has it all -- a nice roommate, new friends, and a cute boy named Shuuji Tsushima who likes him just as much. But the longer the relationship goes on, the more he realizes:
Shuuji is not as nice as he seems. And his dad, Dazai Osamu? Twice as hot, twice as nice, twice as mysterious. He's everything Chuuya wanted and more, but it takes him too long to realize that Dazai is the one he wants, and not his son.
As Chuuya gets more involved with Dazai, he finds himself facing situations he never expected to. Too late, he realizes that he, and the city of Yokohama, will never be the same. Everyone has secrets -- even his family, even the people he loves.
Multiple translations in authors note.
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- Part 1 of BAD HABITS VERSE
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Bookmarked by Merusaultsoukokudabest
21 Mar 2026
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i hate that its discontinued , i hate that it made me read it while i knew it was discontinued even more
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After Hirotsu gives them their offerings, they exchange rings, and Dazai never, not once, breaks eye contact even as they're instructed to kiss. Chuuya expects a wet tongue in his mouth as some sort of demonstration of dominance, so he's surprised when Dazai's hand lifts to cover them both, and the only thing that's pressed to his lips — the corner of them, to be precise — is a dry, fleeting kiss.
And then it's done.
Chuuya is officially, irrevocably married to the one and only head of the mafia.
Or, an AU in which king of the sheep Chuuya has to marry port mafia boss Dazai to get one of his people out of jail.
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- Part 1 of THORN VERSE
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Bookmarked by Merusaultsoukokudabest
01 Feb 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
vik im still waiting for the companion fic you promised us