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    There is a boy with a red ribbon in his hair, with fire and valour in his heart. At the end of the story, he dies (repeat ad infinitum).

    There is a boy with(out) a blue ribbon. He is made of broken glass; bleeding edges and distorted reflections. He holds love in his chest, he holds love like a bullet lodged in his chest. The ink on his contract is dry– but his fingers drip black; stained from rewriting the fates of others. At the end of the world he stands in the water and says– my soul, my body, my mind, but not my heart.

    There is a valorous boy in a red ribbon. He is a puppet on a string. He is the gear that turns the fates of others. If he makes a contract he’ll end the world. If he makes no contract the world will end. He stares across the water at a love he has no memory of. He stares up at the shattered sky. He stares into himself and says, swallow down your hesitation– what will you wish for?

    (You can only repeat a story so many times)

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    17 Nov 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I appreciate the existence of this story so much it's wonderful; also, the second chapter absolutely destroyed me, and I needed to put some serious attention into emotional management to stop it from really fucking me up; both these things are true. also thank goodness for the sequel/epilogue

  2. Rec 39

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    It was Wei Ying's fifty-first descent into the Underneath. He wasn't expecting it to be different than any of the fifty times before. But that the was the problem with expectations when it came to this place; it would always find a way to defy them.

    When Wei Ying jumped and wrapped his arms around the Moon, he hadn't known what would happen.

    But had you asked him to guess, he would not have guessed this.

    He shook the dizziness from his eyes, focusing on the shadowed face of a man. A man who was staring down at him, eyes wide with surprise, though he couldn't be more shocked than Wei Ying who, even over a decade later, would never forget that face.
    "Lan Zhan?"

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    19 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ow and also oh

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    The good news is that Lan Jingyi has found a mentor, friend, and constant companion through the difficulties in life.

    The bad news is that that’s because he’s been accidentally possessed by the Yiling Patriarch.

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    17 Nov 2022

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    fabulous

  4. Rec 3

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    Once upon a time, there was a piper

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    01 Jun 2025

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    a sequence of brief and beautiful fairytales, some of which are true

  5. Rec 21

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    Four women tell the story of their marriages.

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    07 Sep 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the one background societal difference very believably changes everything. also a cool version of the sunshot campaign. also neat how LQY and QS share a sort of idealism, and WQ and JYL a sort of ruthless practicality