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    Avery and Derek had always shared the same beginning— childhood laughter, familiar hallways, names spoken without hesitation. It had once felt simple, like nothing between them needed to be understood to be real.

    But Avery grew older carrying something he never learned how to put down.

    It stayed quiet at first, buried under normal days and normal conversations, until even breathing near Derek felt like holding something too fragile inside his chest. He told himself it was nothing. Told himself it was just confusion, just a passing phase, just something easier to ignore than to name.

    Derek never seemed to notice the weight of it.

    To him, Avery was just there— steady, familiar, someone who existed in the background of his life without ever demanding to be seen differently. And Avery let it stay that way, because wanting more felt like something he wasn’t allowed to want.

    But feelings don’t disappear just because they are denied.

    And some love, when it is never returned and never spoken aloud, begins to turn against the body that holds it.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    "Avery," D3rlord's voice held no room for argument. "Leave." The finality of the word echoed in that dark space.

    "No! I already told you, I'm staying with you, whatever happens, I'm staying!" Avery insists, his slime droopy from the stress piling up with each word D3rlord says. "Derek, just let me stay here," A pause, "with you, please."

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    D3rlord didn't push Avery to the void and let's see how it unfolds.

    ON HIATUS.

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    15 May 2026

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    After waking up from a coma, Derek finds Avery waiting next to him. He offers to move in together so he can help Derek out, and Derek reluctantly agrees.

    OR: There's so much I love seeing about these two: sickfics, fluff, domestic living, college AUs, etc. So I compiled all my favorite tropes into a half-coherent storyline and gave them as much serotonin as I could manage. Grab a snack and enjoy!

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    10 May 2026

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    Slowly, the stream of timelines started flowing back to him. They flow back to him gently, like a newly born river joining a lake. He saw timelines where Avery cried out of happiness, other timelines where Avery shook in fear due to his overwhelming feelings— even a few where he became scared of Derek.

    He decided to choose a more comforting timeline just for Avery.

    "Me." Derek simply stated.

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    5+1

    5 times Derek uses his new abilities of knowledge to make Avery safe and happy, and the 1 time Avery managed to return the favor

    (Featuring them going on a dinner date, visiting the street market, and them playing in the snow. Trust. This is a happy fanfic where they are together in the end because I am so so sad. Can be seen a sequel to my previous fix "You're Perfect (Remember That)", but can be read as a standalone)

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    20 Apr 2026

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    After Avery jumps off the rooftop out of guilt, he wakes up years in the past before d3rlord can start his spiral into madness.

    This time, Avery is determined to save d3rlord's mind from the King's corruption.

    Only, he didn't know how many tries it would take to finally get d3rlord to listen.

    Or: Avery having to repeat the same day over and over again until he stops d3rlord from looking past the gates.

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    18 Apr 2026